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Page 1 (dated 05.23.2023)
Title: "Пpoявлeниe мыcлeй" = "Manifestation of Thoughts"
I had thought of this journal for a long time. I am very complicated, so I want this journal. I’m not gonna write in it in any sort of fitting font or anything, haha!
This journal is not to be organized, or easy to read. It will be random thoughts put onto paper.
I haven’t written in a journal before, so excuse the mess.
I know about benefits of diaries, but I know about them mostly because I’ve watched so many mass-shooting videos, lmao.
My interest in specifically school shootings started in seventh grade. I remember one day, I was talking to [Bethany?], my crush, and I was mad at her.
She was talking with this one skater, where would I hide—I don’t remember now. I don’t remember if I said something to them, then I thought of a mass-shooting type [scenario].
