dysphoria for me: i always felt inadequate growing up. like there was something physically wrong with me that made me disqualified to be with anyone. i never approached women, i felt like a creep by doing so. i only ever had romantic encounters with women who approached me. i felt ugly and uncool despite being reasonably good looking and being the lead singer in a band. i always felt like i didn't quite connect to the person i saw in the mirror. i occasionally (a couple times in my life) had experiences of dissociation where i felt like i was looking at myself from outside of myself. when making out with women, i always felt i was putting on an act, playing as the kind of man they could like so they would like me back. i was always veery shy. i felt like there was a hierarchy of men and i was somehow outside of it. do these tthings make sense? or are this just normal feelings im assigning to dysphoria to validate myself?dysphoria for me: i always felt inadequate growing up. like there was something physically wrong with me that made me disqualified to be with anyone. i never approached women, i felt like a creep by doing so. i only ever had romantic encounters with women who approached me. i felt ugly and uncool despite being reasonably good looking and being the lead singer in a band. i always felt like i didn't quite connect to the person i saw in the mirror. i occasionally (a couple times in my life) had experiences of dissociation where i felt like i was looking at myself from outside of myself. when making out with women, i always felt i was putting on an act, playing as the kind of man they could like so they would like me back. i was always veery shy. i felt like there was a hierarchy of men and i was somehow outside of it. do these things make sense? or are this just normal feelings im assigning to dysphoria to validate myself?

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did monkeys balance this shit?
i want to see the whiteboard that explains how they came to these conclusions