Like there’s some type of feeling I want to feel with other people I think, but it’s hard to understand or explain, it’s not my brain though
I think, I’ve experienced that a lot where people I
Think
Have tried to make
Me feel
Like or get me to understand that it’s my brain it’s almost like they were pleading with me, but it made me feel uneasy and it didn’t quite feel right to me.

But for example this one girl at an art store that was from Germany, came up really close to me one time, and she kind of smiled at me and we looked at each other a bit and I felt some kind of warmth almost a bit and some kind of connection almost, but that’s a woman at the same time. So basically I don’t know what it is for sure