I'm 43 and I am in the same position. Only now I am so jaded I no longer treat unkind people with any respect. I don't acknowledge people's autism, I shouldn't have to. Autismos have the responsibility to not act like a retard in public. They go to a mental home if they can't do that. Women actually notice me now because I straight up get in people's faces when they act aggressive and advise to follow up on all threats... They never do though even after I tell them it's okay - no one will miss me, but your coming with me. Yeah now women notice me but I don't give a fuck anymore, I don't look at them unless it is for work and I must look at them. Why would I want a person in my life that just calls police on me when I get angry at something... Fuck that, living alone is a lot more favorable. I can lose my shit all I want and don't have the extra stress of my significant other dogging me to the cops. The women in my own family drove my disgust for females past a point of no return.
