>>40887321
>Why stay with her?
1. Who's going to stop her? Banish her? She'll just dispel it. It's like telling the Romans to get out of Judea.
2. I was sent through a four-hour session where my energy body was literally being torn apart. First there was a complete blackout, then my body attempted to regain consciousness. My spine was on fire, I felt my legs being cut off and leaking energy, my mouth was parched in agony, my physical body paralyzed, my head split open, and heat, so much heat. What awful magic did she do? Gave me a peck on the cheek, in a so-called 'lesser form', more like humiliation. She 'healed' the damage, but my spine is still electric, and I feel very cold.
>>40887412
I am going to chime in a bit because I have an adversarial spirit compared to your beneficial spirit.
>when you get really intimate
The question that must be raised then is, why is your soul 'here' in the material, and not in the spirit world? Or if you think your soul is in the spirit world, why is your consciousness rooted here? This means something must have either convinced you to incarnate on a spiritual level, commanded your spirit to incarnate, or your soul was created upon first breath/whenever you define where life starts. This means that an entity possesses a very intimate and deep understanding of your own very soul. Who's to say they can't do it again?
>just keep me happy and string me along.
A leash made out of love is still a leash. People tend to forget that love is also highly destructive and ridiculous at causing irrational behavior. What can be seen as magnanimity can be fostering a dependence. Take a look at the world. It's pretty beautiful, but we are utterly tied to it.
>I'm able to resist her a lot more
If a lockmaster gives you a lock, it's very likely they know how to make a key. Some things are masters of deception. Why would this spend the effort? We need to leave beyond 'profitable use' of resources and think about what people with infinite time can do.