>>64156300
I remember being at my great aunt’s funeral and having some really bad breakdown. I thought about the high possibility of me dying childless and how, if so, that would mean my whole life would be nothing but a series of funerals followed by one last funeral that is attended by no one. Heartbreak after heartbreak, watching people I love slowly disappear from my life one by one until all I have left you retards, and a casket with no one to cry to it as it gets chucked into the ground. But I can’t think about shit like that. Life sucks and people you love die, bitching about it accomplishes nothing, ignoring it or pretending it isn’t there won’t help you either, the best you can do is just chase life’s simple pleasures with the time you’re allotted. For me it’s eating Little Caesar’s, shooting guns, playing videogames, and of course spending time with what’s left of my family