>>521206489
Indeed.

My little sister killed herself yesterday because her boyfriend left her. She was 17. She grabbed our dad's pistol while everyone was out of the house and shot herself. I'm the one who found her body. She killed herself in my bedroom. I don't know why. She always disliked me so maybe she just wanted to traumatize me. I wasn't mean to her but she was bubbly and extroverted and thought of me as a nerdy introverted weirdo.

I'm a 38 year old man who was in a relationship with a Borderline Personality transgirl from 2006 to 2012. She was the scariest person I've ever known. I still have nightmares about her sometimes.

I'm not scared of many people. I'm not scared of many things. I would gladly assert or defend myself against anyone else in the world, no matter what their rank or physical strength. But her... I'm terrified of her, honestly. She scares me more than anyone else in the world. The last time I saw her was October 2012, and yet I'm still having bad dreams on a monthly basis about everything she put me through.