I'm tired of my higher self.

The answers I get from him only calm me down for a few days and then I return to my melancholic state.

I get no lasting peace.
I always have counterarguments to his arguments so I don't know what makes him superior to me.
I'm sick of getting copium from him. "Oh yeah, you have to learn." "Don't worry, everything will be fine soon."
I'm tired, boss.