Thread 40861072

I'm tired of my higher self.

The answers I get from him only calm me down for a few days and then I return to my melancholic state.

I get no lasting peace.
I always have counterarguments to his arguments so I don't know what makes him superior to me.
I'm sick of getting copium from him. "Oh yeah, you have to learn." "Don't worry, everything will be fine soon."
I'm tired, boss.

>>40861072 (OP)
I’m tired of your self. Quit shitting up the board.

>>40861072 (OP)
Hasn't your higher self ever told you to do as you wish and it will be provided? What do you most need that you can't have at any time you want, and what is stopping you?

>>40861072 (OP)
>I'm tired, boss.
you are the boss, thats the whole point. take a good rest and enjoy yourself.

>>40861166
Nothing, absolutely nothing

Bump

same, I feel good for a few days and now it's back to hell

Get it, when you're it a constant state of fixing the the solid state of mind, that liquidates it's core to nourish the mind weighs what matters most in our lives that is to be seen by all it's lively individual lifeforms that make us whole.

if you're struggling with a melancholic temperament, stop eating beans and tendies. easy foods for promotion of the sanguine humor are spinach, cumin, and lavender. just season your food and eat meat.

black bile is the humor most prone to abnormal patholgy and you fags still act like you're uniquely tortured for being depressed losers. go take fiber supplements.

yeah I pretty much tuned him out or even he is like fuck these people but luckily I was my higher self for like 30 years so rn I'm losing massive amounts of time to just sitting and hating, but people still like me so this is actually kinda working because I'm so full of hate I've not changed anything in the last few years and things have been slow but thanks to just being consistent things are getting better

>>40861994
Based

>>40861072 (OP)
Thats you recognizing your energy is stuck somewhere.
Where are you getting stuck anon?

>>40862123
In that damned place of heartbreak. My motivation is gone for now due to a possible online attack targeting me.

>>40861072 (OP)
I suppose one way of dealing with it would be to decide that you are crazy and that spending any time at all in your head is crazy. The fight between you and your higher self is really a fight between your balls and your heart. You either have a gun to your head or your balls are small. They're small but they're fighting to be heard. You don't want your balls to explode. You try to be a good boy like godan, eventually somebody is going to do something real fucked and they will shoot right to the moon. So, you should work out and find other ways to be more free and more independent so your balls can breath. Being your higher self doesn't mean let yourself get flogged.

Like I'm not here raining down on your parade of fools, that fuel my reign!

https://youtu.be/IGmjAj3NA9M?si=PH-FTUIfbAaJPluy

>>40861072 (OP)
Try mushrooms anon

>>40862425
Lol

>>40861072 (OP)
you're not here to be perfect or be your higher self. You're here to make the biggest mess you can and prove to yourself that you'll make it through it.

>>40861072 (OP)
>I'm tired of my higher self.
>The answers I get from him only calm me down for a few days and then I return to my melancholic state.
>I get no lasting peace.
Because it's not your higher self but some lower realm dweller between you and your own space. Think about it. If you sit somewhere the thoughts and control come from you. You dont talk to yourself like you describe
You just contemplate what must be done and what you feel and then go about your day. If you fall back into a bad pattern there is probably a reason for it. So long as you dont understand it or are not ready to push through and remove from your ethereal environment the things and beings that dont belong there you won't own your space.

There's nothing really to learn. It's about removing the arbitrary limitations on your mental body.

>>40861072 (OP)
Use it to troll the system, why complain here, if you are enlightened then you understand the system and the nature of the loop.

>>40861072 (OP)
How did you even contacted your higher self? I'm sorry I'm kinda new to all these things. Care to explain?

>>40864808
It's pure intuition. When you need an answer about something that's bothering you, he sends me the answer. It could be something from my past lives, something I did, etc. This information is given in dribs and drabs. I imagine I'm not ready to know all my past lives, but I have a very dark past with bright things.

>>40864935
How do I achieve this?

>>40865544
He can’t give you an answer because he needs to make one up.
>pure intuition
Should have been the first giveaway
The past lives larp is the second one.


The real answer for this “higher self” stuff is generally a caretaking amount of detachment while still trying to think on a problem.

https://archive.org/details/the-psychonaut-field-manual_202307/page/n41/mode/2up
This also has a method that is straightforward.
Whether you are really communicating with a higher self or it’s just left brain right brain interaction is debatable but it’s all interesting anyway.

>>40861072 (OP)
yo tell tat archon faggot to switch to my side or get fucked
You don't need to understand, he will

>>40861072 (OP)
>"Oh yeah, you have to learn."
>"Don't worry, everything will be fine soon."
Both of these are probably true though

>you have to learn
Your higher self obviously can't tell you everything or he would've by now, it seems you have to come to the truth on your own terms for reasons I don't fully understand at the moment


>everything will be fine soon
It unironically will, or at least that's the impression I get

>>40862053
kek
this

>>40864146
Great post. OP read this shit

>>40867333
I hope so. My mood swings have become habitual. It's the same pattern: I ask for answers, I get them, I'm fine for a few days, and then I relapse.

>>40867500
Yes, it is a great post.

>>40862053
Good advice