All it takes is revisiting and remembering. It's incredible what time and distance does distortions. The human mind will do this to protect itself when it's afraid, especially when it's about to give what it wants. Self-sabotage. When something is meant to be and you were scared of receiving it then you will start down the wrong path the self-sabotage. The pain inside will only get worse. Untill there's a boiling point and you were forced to look back and remember
I fantasize about us fucking all the time. At this point I feel like even if we could just meet up so he fucks my brains out then I can feel some relief. I know he would break me too.
One thing that makes me so wet about him is he's quite a bit older than me, and that's why he makes me feel a way that no one younger could make me feel. The best I can describe how it feels to be around him is that he makes me feel his manliness, strength, claiming me. His agent experience flow through him and around him. I get caught up in it and it makes me so wet. I'm completely obsessed with him. 5 years later now I have such strong feelings for him that I have to make up stories to convince myself that he wasn't real or that I don't feel anything anymore. But the fact is is that I do and I can't forget it and that's why I'm still stuck on him.
I saw his cock this year here. He was essentially beating other anons to death with it simply slamming his manhood down onto them while they cried and whimpered pathetic jealousy and continued to whine for days about it. A bunch of threads popped up ever since then about how to make your dick bigger lol. The fact is he already has it and he's fucking huge. It's one of those things that even if I'm upset with him because of what he does or the time between whatever. I'm still drawn to him not just in love of him but his fucking cock is so fucking good
I feel like I should hate it but I still touch myself to the picture he posted
