>>96892268
You'll always be tempted by alcohol. But you need to get clean and move on with your life.
Some wounds never fully heal, but life finds a way if you allow it. It will pass. It can pass. But you need to put space and time between you and what is hurting you until is just a dull feeling and doesn't dominate your thoughs.
The best way is to make new positive memories to offset the old bad ones. That's why so many people change radically their lives after a bad experience. It works, but you need a plan and time. You'll be surprised by the new people you'll meet.
Been there, done that. Twice.
Nice BA as always, btw