Never gonna be happy me. Made all the wrong choices in life. No gf, no friends, no family that cares about me, no job, no hobbies, no interests. Just wake up go work get home browse internet go sleep. Repeat. I don't exist, just a shell. Don't interact with anyone. I am a mouth and a tax receipt. Contribute nothing. Wouldn't make a difference if I died, nobody would even notice. Life is a slow downward crawl to the grave.