>>23330433
couldn't if i tried. i really do love her.

not gonna be a great day for me no matter how this shakes out. up a little bit and i think it will stay that way, too nervous to do any trading. but i'm still notching it as a win, i did book some profits, and i used my mind well, seeing what was unfolding and knowing to stay away. i'm proud of that. wish i had those powers in love. i know i've hurt my cause more with what i've said than what i haven't babe, but i am trying my best, and i hope you'll give me credit for that. you have high walls around your heart and i'm just trying to get through to you any way that i can. someday i hope you understand and see me properly for what i am. i hope your day goes well, i'm so eager to make a positive connection but understand if today isn't the day. i will keep doing my best though, staying sober, doing my best in the market and the gym, praying for guidance and a miracle. love you dear.