you're so fucking privileged, if I was in your place I'd buy a plot of land (there are very cheap parcels in my country that are used for gardening/leisure for city folk) and I'd have a huge garden and spend my days there or cycling/walking in the forest or even buy a computer and play video games
instead I can't afford a dentist nor winter shoes until I find a job that will sap ALL my time and energy and force me to take mind-altering drugs from my shrink to be able to cope with the abuse of my mind and body that is the daily reality of wagie life.
Do you realize how lucky you are that you can worry about love and relationships?
Also i think i saw your thread that you deleted, it was something about having to lose weight?

Don't think that i hate you or want to see your downfall, I just wish I was in as good a position in life as you