Will going to the gym fix my posture or is this a psyop?

I will never understand mtf trannies. Im a fat girl and can only eat ~700 calories a day if I want to be in a deficit to lose fat. I had an pepperoni omelet and yogurt (770kcal and 50g of protein) and now I cant eat anything else for the rest of the day or I will still be fat. Id do anything to be a tall guy who can eat 2000 calories and still be skinny and cute.

I was cleaning my bathroom, listening to Avril Lavigne's "Stop Standing There" when the thought popped into my head that I would do anything to marry a female version of myself. I looked in the mirror a few times to look at my face, and saw that it was considerably cute to quite an intense degree infact, even with prior smoking habits having depleted my collagen a bit.

>5'6
>cute face, collagen depleted though
>stacks thousands of dollars into stocks every month
>take care of my mom by sending her thousands of dollars a month as well
>fulfill obligations, even when they're "unfair"
>act as a therapist to my close friends, and my mom
>yapper, i talk a lot, my primary hobby is socializing and conceptualizing stuff, etc
>hard worker
>decent fitness
>people ive known have stated id make a great father
>people ive known have also stated that anybody can tell i dont have a mean bone in my body. hence why i get away with my yapping because anybody can see i only ever have good intentions. have also stated id likely never tell anybody anything mean or vicious
>people ive known have also stated im very carefree
>people ive known have always stated im pretty funny
>people ive known have stated im a good person
>generally speaking the vast majority of people like me

I can often get my foot in the door, but it's always an uphill battle, and unless the stars align perfectly (the girl is free soon after i ask her out, or things like that) things won't progress, my assumption is it owing to being below average height coupled with some collagen depletion on my face.

Im 30 hours into a fast and already want to kill myself. How do models do this every day? I wish being skinny was easier. When I finish the fast, Im planning to eat an omelet and yogurt for breakfast and tomato cheese soup for dinner.

If you are a white or east asian anon, what weight do you think is best for a girl who is 5'4 (162cm)? If you are a brown or "white" latino anon, please dont answer.

>"Ive done everything to get a gf"
>is fat
So no, you didnt do everything lol not even the bare minimum, which is being healthy.

>ask a question in the fit board
>get anons telling me to accept myself as fat
Wtf is that board