>be me
>autist
>lifelong sensory issues with meat. hates the texture, the taste, the fat, the rubbery connective tissue, the weird hard parts
>on top of that have negative experiences related to meat due to my mom being a shit cook. she used to make "baked" pork in an oven but she would always make it with potatoes and marinade still in the tray, so the pork would just boil and shrink into weird gray rubber circles
>only tolerate beef jerky/chicken jerky, salami, chorizo, pepperoni and bacon, or meat thats prepared in a way that makes it barely recognizable as meat
>see videos of people cooking stuff with ground chicken
>"it cant be that bad"
>decide to give meat another chance
>buy ground chicken
>fry it with paprika, salt, garlic powder and herbs
>make tomato sauce
>dump the meat into the sauce
>make a lot of it so that i have something to eat for a few days without needing to cook
>dump the sauce onto pasta Bolognese style
>dig in
>its so fucking bad
nvm remind me to never do this again. i hate meat i hate meat I HATE MEAT. i have an entire pot of this shit and i have to finish it all or my retarded tyranical mother will psychologically torture me the entire week for "wasting food"