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Qott: do you enjoy collecting things or have any otherwise interesting hobbies? If so, what?

>>40770865 (OP)
>Qott: Collections? Hobbies?
I like collecting coins, rocks, and I have a small bug collection. My hobbies change a lot, but right now it’s guns and going to the gun range.

>>40770865 (OP)
> Qott: do you enjoy collecting things or have any otherwise interesting hobbies? If so, what?
Aviation >>>/n/2040735

>>40770865 (OP)
>Qott: do you enjoy collecting things
yes. lighters, pocket knives, limited edition energy drink cans, metal scraps that i find on the ground (bolts, nails, pieces of construction)
>any otherwise interesting hobbies?
cant say it on here.

>>40770916
>pocket knives
Oooooh can I see some of your knives? >metal scraps
Have you considered trying to weld them together into art pieces?

>>40770916
>pocket knives
Oooooh can I see some of your knives
>metal scraps
Have you considered trying to weld them together into art pieces?

Need a femrep gf who will murder me

>>40771057
Can I literally eat you?

>>40771052
>can I see some of your knives
theyre gonna get me doxxed
>Have you considered trying to weld them together into art pieces?
i was thinking about this the other day how did you know

>>40771057
based

>>40771077
Why not im already dead

>>40771057
asl

>>40771111
Gross, rotting meat.

>>40771098
It’s the idiosyncrasies. I wanted to get into metal working, but more backyard blacksmith than welding.

>>40771198
i want to get into both ive been thinking about it for years. as a child my grandpa would allow me to play around in his garage and i would make impractical little gizmos out of scrap metal

>>40771156
You arent gonna like my answer (im a troony)
>>40771159
Huh? Meat doesnt rot that fast. You just need to bleed me and cut me down for parts, refrigerate the parts you aren’t currently processing, freeze what you can’t eat within 3-5 days

>>40771318
>You arent gonna like my answer (im a troony)
ok? a&l bitch

>>40771318
>Huh? Meat doesnt rot that fast
it does ive been around meat a lot and if its raw and not refrigerated properly its gonna decompose really quickly

>>40771335
33/western us
>>40771338
You have 24 hours to chill the carcass. If you can’t break me down into small enough pieces to stuff me in a fridge within 18h or so I dunno how you expect to eat me rly

my token deranged deviantart tier fetish is mommyfication. i dont know if its even a real term its just something that i use to describe this fantasy that gets me going but basically its like forcefem but rather than focusing on garish pink femboy thighs and breast implants and being a slut or whatever its key element is forcing a man into being a maternal figure for me. like maybe i have a roommate and i pretend that i dont know how to cook and hes like sighhhhhhh fine Rapeanon ill cook for you. and then i get him a cute little apron that i insist isnt meant for women because come on so what if has frills and flower patterns on it? are you struggling with toxic masculinity? i thought you were feminist!
and maybe then i start leaving trash around the place and "forgetting" to wash the dishes on purpose, like at first its minor so he doesnt make it a big deal and just cleans it up begrudignly, but then i start doing it more and more until he confronts me about it, so i start helping him around the house again but my weaponized incompetence convinces him that its just easier to do that shit himself. so now hes the one doing all of the housework and cooking and hes slowly starting to subconsciously see me as his retarded daughterson instead of a roommate. and then i start slipping hrt and lactation pills into his food, and hes growing tits and he doesn't know why, and theyre sensitive and it hurts and he keeps staining his shirts with milk, so i offer to suck on his tits to help with the pain and at first hes like "wtf Rapeanon youre crazy what is wrong with you" but then it becomes unberable so he lets me suck on em. and it becomes a regular thing like i nurse on him and it feels good so it like pavlovs him into enjoying having his tits sucked. i buy him a bra and a pair of womans panties because his cock starts shrinking so theres no need for the extra space in boxers anymore. can you tell that i wasn't loved as a child

>>40771629
Thats beautiful actually

>>40770865 (OP)
is that the isle of the dead? cool edit

i wish hannibal lecter was real. i don't even care that he would talk me into murdering my mailman or something. i would go to him anyway just so he could figure out what the root of my psychological problems are and at least one of us would know.

>>40771749
have tou genuinely never psychoanalyzed yourself? its not that hard. ive determined the cause of my dysphoria a long time ago

>>40771629
Would you at least peg him?

>>40771793
no it has to be weird and quasi-incestual but never outright sexual, at least not in a normal way. thats the appeal, it has to be creepy but like under a thin veneer of "this is totaly not an oedipal fetish vro"

I wonder if any FTM reppers larp as incels on their site so they can express their hate for women.

>>40771817
alright then he's going to marry a man and you're going to have an abusive stepdad. sorry anon.

>>40771832
ive envisioned us as one of those overprotective 4everalone boy moms and a manchild gamer son, except hes a man and im a woman and none of it makes sense, but a step dad could spice up the game. imagine he troons out and looks like a woman and introduces me to his boyfriend as his "son" bc i kind of pass as a teenage boy but then he starts getting suspicious and does background checks on us and realizes that we're insane, like in one of those shlocky slasher movies

>>40771820
i dont need to larp as an incel to express my hatred for women

>>40771287
I think you could do some electric soldering on small metal art and that would look really cool. I can’t afford an anvil right now, so I’m gonna try to use a sledgehammer head to pound out an old Railroad tie.

>>40771318
>Mansplaining the processes to someone who goes hunting
You’re looking deader by the second

>tfw no lanky bf with big sad eyes and thin arms and long legs and pretty face who would also like it up the ass and also we could fro-
>hold up
>oh shit, i'm still female
>never mind

post characters you think are femreppers

>>40772866
Asahina Mafuyu

>>40772786
>hunting
do you like taxidermy? i used to know a lot of taxidermists but they were always ftms or quirky women who taxidermised random roadkill

>>40772866
Kirari Yoshida.
>>40772831
retard fujo brain. pathetic. a dyke can fix you, you just havent tried the right cunt yet.
>>40771820
>>40772035
straight male incels are annoying, they make good points sometimes but theyre straight males complaining about not getting sex from the most pathetic "i will worship an unwashed goblin" sex. Women have zero standards and if you cant get a woman as a man you are a lost cause. These men dont want any women, they want 9s and 10s while looking like 3s and 4s at best which is why they become prison gay.
I wouldnt hate them so much if they had compassion for lesbians but nah of course not. because of course the people attracted to the same sex as you but only has access to 1 percent of women on the planet with that 1 percent being filled with addicts while having no space of our own has it better than a moid with access to 50 percent of the human population with access to every platform to find likeminded people.

and then with straight "femcels", they are somehow even more annoying because 50% of them are fakecels who just complain about relationship troubles while the other 50% is a bunch of fakecel T4T troons larping as femcels even though they too get with people, whether another troon or a pooner. they have no issue getting with the sex they are attracted to.

>>40773597
your posts are unironically the worst on this board
its over
just kill yourself

>>40773633
>your posts are unironically the worst on this board
Thats actually a huge compliant, I managed to be worse then the ftm vore pooner, jarbicy, the t4t hazel, all the chasers, gloves, the AI boymoder posters, and the diaper troons. I've officially made it.

>>40773701
The vore pooner is pretty chill but the ai boymoder posters should die

>>40770865 (OP)
I have a socks collection
Other than that I tried pretty much almost every hobby from jewelry making to robotics

>>40773633
there are worse tripfags than her
>>40773756
>tfw allied mastercomputer is a femrepper

>>40773701
>jarbicy
im glad she stopped posting i hated her guts
>>40773713
the vore sleepykinq retard claimed to be transfem

>>40773597
>retard fujo brain. pathetic. a dyke can fix you, you just havent tried the right cunt yet
my life would be so much easier if i were a lesbian

>>40773783
https://youtu.be/rSwfpVRVWlo?si=gexBwGtSbsy9lZT2&t=1091
Excuse to post AM radioplay speech because it was really relatable when i first listened to it

>>40773871
no it wouldnt. but MY life would be easier if you were a lesbian because I could fix you, Id make you think im the only one you can depend on by isolating you from everyone you thought you loved, making sure you think no one could ever love you the way I do. youd never leave the house, but thats okay because Ill be the breadmaker. youd be taken care of, its just you wouldnt be able to leave. ever. youd have to stay with me forever, I wouldnt ever let you leave.

>>40773965
not that anon but I'm curious: would you even give a fuck if the individual in question was straight? does orientation matter to you if she would comply with your possessiveness?

>QOTT
I collect liccas, sea glass, and shells. My most interesting hobby is batwatching.
I need to date a femrepper. We will make a pact where if either of us poon out we kill each other.

>>40774004
does orientation matter to you if she would comply with your possessiveness?
no, orientation wouldnt matter to me. lol.

>>40774059
I wonder why so few lesbians are accepting of whatever orientation compared to homosexual males. male homo's adore straight men but it seems most lesbians have a real chip on their shoulder about straight women. most of them aren't like you.

>be me
>autist
>lifelong sensory issues with meat. hates the texture, the taste, the fat, the rubbery connective tissue, the weird hard parts
>on top of that have negative experiences related to meat due to my mom being a shit cook. she used to make "baked" pork in an oven but she would always make it with potatoes and marinade still in the tray, so the pork would just boil and shrink into weird gray rubber circles
>only tolerate beef jerky/chicken jerky, salami, chorizo, pepperoni and bacon, or meat thats prepared in a way that makes it barely recognizable as meat
>see videos of people cooking stuff with ground chicken
>"it cant be that bad"
>decide to give meat another chance
>buy ground chicken
>fry it with paprika, salt, garlic powder and herbs
>make tomato sauce
>dump the meat into the sauce
>make a lot of it so that i have something to eat for a few days without needing to cook
>dump the sauce onto pasta Bolognese style
>dig in
>its so fucking bad
nvm remind me to never do this again. i hate meat i hate meat I HATE MEAT. i have an entire pot of this shit and i have to finish it all or my retarded tyranical mother will psychologically torture me the entire week for "wasting food"

>>40774122
well i mean I guess the only times I hate straight women is if their choices in partners dont match their energy or theyre mean. which is a lot of them. a lot of them look like 10s, put all this work into themselves (gym, hair, makeup, clothes, diet), but then date a dude/troon whos a 4 who puts zero effort into himself because he "has a nice personality" even though I can bet you my life he would never get with a woman for the same reason.
thenn shocker, the man shes with turns out to be a sex pest degenerate who cheats on her regardless. Its like damn. The men you like are so goblin-y, I get youre straight but jesus christ have some self respect. Dick cant be that good. I dont even think these women have sex that often, they always seem obsessed with the romantic aspect of it all- so at that point, youre better off dating a woman. A lot of women still stay with men when theres no sex and the troon gets a neovag too.
>>40774125
oh nahhh... NAHH. I feel so you so hard on this one. You live and learn anon. I wish I could eat the chicken for you, I bet youre a good cook.
Honestly though, living off beef jerky, bacon, salami and pepperoni isnt so bad. Cured meat isnt the "evil food" people make it out to be, the same people who say that are the ones saying a low salt diet is healthy for you. A lot of needless fear mongering.
Do you like dairy?

>>40774303
Would you date an uggo

>>40774303
>I wish I could eat the chicken for you
i feel like it wouldnt be that bad to someone who doesnt despise meat. but alas, im a fucking retard and now i have to discreetly throw it out without my mom catching onto it
>I bet youre a good cook
im mediocre. i know how to make stuff that tastes good with simple ingredients, but thats just a basic lifeskill. i hate people who say that they "cant cook" because thats such bullshit, you dont know how to mix ingredients in a pot? get the fuck outta here retard. literally no excuse
>Cured meat
its so fucking good. i saw a guy on tiktok make homemade chicken jerky, i wanna try it since storebought jerky is needlessly expensive
>Do you like dairy?
dairy is amazing. My favorites are greek yogurt, blue cheese, camembert, sharp cheddar and parmesan.

>>40773943
>it was really relatable when i first listened to it
unironically true. like having to see men just living their lives, happy, satisfied, taking everything you ever wanted for granted
>"i was in hell, looking at heaven"

>>40774461
holy shit.. yeah

>>40774303
ultra raped

>>40774125
Genuinely good on you for trying.
I find that if I eat a specific type of meat for the first time in a while I usually find it tastes pretty weird, hopefully over the next few days it gets more tolerable.
I feel that ground meat is pretty far removed from the stuff you like. Maybe a thin stovetop steak, pork belly, or maybe sausages could work better if you feel experimental in the future.
Ground chicken isn’t my favourite. I like it in dumplings, spring rolls, etc., but I don’t ever actively seek it out when I’m cooking like I do ground beef, pork, and turkey.

>>40773783
Hahah, I didn't realise that when I picked that name
Oddly fitting for femreppers now that I am thinking about it

>>40772990
nta, not really taxidermy but i collect small dead animals i find. usually birds, rodents. i haven't collected any roadkill because it's usually too big and messy for me to discreetly bring home, but i stop and take photos of it if i can.

>>40770865 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40775059
>i collect small dead animals i find
nta. what do you do with them?

>>40773965
based
>>40774014
i can kill you if you poon out. i can do that for you

>>40774378
I swear every time a woman calls herself an uggo shes usually just fat or has a hairstyle that doesnt fit their headshape
or they have masculine features but dont work with it so it makes them look like a tranny.

I hate my pathetic fucking life. These people are just a bunch of assholes I swear, thats how they always are. "Diversee and inclusiveee" until they see a disabled person, then its okay to talk to them like a retard without knowing them or give them judging looks and exclude them when again you dont even know them because you dont let them speak. So inclusive, guyzzz woww. Like fuck off. People are like "Why do you hate trannies" as if they arent all fake and miserable.
Yeah Im complaining about my life but I gone through stuff and I have no friends, no money, debt due to medical bills. These people have all these friends, housing, disposable income, able to afford to go to raves and concerts, able to physically drive anywhere they want, and some of them even have family- yet they still act like their life is the worse somehow and then go onto to attack/insult/take advantage people who have it worse.

I keep going because I actually put in the work to make things better, it just takes so LONG, man. Yeah theres improvement, things are getting better finally, but fuck. So much limbo. So much waiting, a lot of trial and error trying to not be discouraged.
I kinda like being seen as pathetic here because a lot of people are pathetic here, Im no different. A lot of people here are struggling. It kinda reminds me to be empathetic. Its just man, my hatred for these people stems from irl encounters. It hurts to see these people virtue signal online sooo much then irl they are rude/uppity, acting like high school kids with their cliques. Makes me glad they will never be truly happy, yet it makes me bitter knowing they could easily be happy if they were a positive grateful person given they have everything you could need to thrive. Its like nothing they have is ever good enough for them.

hello femrepgen
im an mtf repper and wish i was a loli
thoughts?

>>40776116
you do you idgaf

>>40776116
get the fuck out of here disgusting scrote

>>40776116
I think you should go back

>>40776136
sorry. i thought about men and got put in a blinding rage. i don’t actually care that much aside from the fact im averse to lolisho

its starting to get cold. i can finally use blankets again. ive missed it so much

>>40776136
>>40776143
there's no /repgen/ for me to go back to, sorry ladies

>>40776192
are you too lazy to make a new one?

>>40775528
The last part is so true. I feel like they'll wander hell forever lost
>>40776116
Please never reproduce
>>40776148
Kek

>>40776116
What is the appeal of that

>>40775163
>he doesn't know about hormonal issues

>>40774693
>Maybe a thin stovetop steak
this could work, but steak is expensive
>pork belly
never tried pork belly. tried pork ribs and porkchop tho. was dry as fuck and had next to zero taste, but thats probably because it was cooked by my mom. i feel like i could cook it better

>>40776198
yup
>>40776148
just think of me as anonymous and ill think of you as anonymous, thats the only way i can stand interacting with women anyway
>>40776235
why wish to be a non ideal woman? guys stop being attracted to women after age 18 anyway, didnt you see that one chart?

>>40776235
nta. im an armchair psychianalyst and i feel like autopedophillia in tranners stems from never being able to experience childhood as their desired gender. you can see this in ftms too (tho to a lesser, non-paraphilic degree. ftms are less likely to be pedophiles), their obsession with calling themselves "boys", imitating fashion styles and interests that would suit a prepubescent boy rather than a grown man (dinosaurs, bright colors, rats, bugs).

>>40770865 (OP)
>qott:
I collect postcards and have people send them to me from places they visit. If I go to any concerts or events I keep the tickets.
As for hobbies, I started learning how to knit recently. Or relearning I guess, my mother taught me the basics as a child but I hadn't done it since then. Surprisingly I had a little bit of muscle memory though.
>>40776163
This is elite, I hate hot weather so much.

>>40776303
I’ll make one for you guys if it means youll fuck off.

>>40776326
if you make it ill just stay here out of spite

>>40776325
>I hate hot weather so much
summers are so pointless as an adult. when you were a kid it felt amazing to be freed from the slave training that is public schooling systems, but wtf do you do now? its hot for no reasn and youre constnatly sweaty and everything is unreasonably bright, and for some reason youre supposed to be happy about this. i think id be less upset if i had acces to the sea. i fucking love the sea all of my good memories are related to it. i havent seen it in more than a decade i hate my life

>>40776375
same, living somewhere with hot summers would be a bit more bearable if I could go to the beach but I live nowhere near the ocean. it sucks :(

>>40776318
of course a foid instantly jumps to pedophilia
yes yes i want to plap your daughters as a moid its my duty to rape

>>40772990
Naw. I only go hunting for food, but I’ve kept the skull sometimes. I wouldn’t mind getting into taxidermy.

>>40776239
hormonal issues, what would that matter? acne? boo, whoever gets all uppity over stuff like that is lame and shallow.

>>40776412
i used to be obsessed with the sea and sea creatures as a kid. i still have remnants of that obsession but i feel more ashamed of it nowadays because its now a stereotypical autist thing. i used to catch jellyfish with my bare hands and rip them apart idk what was that about

>>40773701
Hey, there are two vore lovers on here a femrepper and a gayden and I will find that ftm someday and eat him.

Also the other anon is wrong. You’re probably the most sane person on this board long poster.

>>40776423
loli is a term that is mainly used by pedophiles and porn addicts. you genuinely dont understand why i made that conclusion? even if you were a pedophile i dont care, i dont consider paraphilias to be inherently evil
> i want to plap your daughters
ill never have a child id rather kms

>>40774014
>liccas
What’s that?
>sea glass
Oh those are always cool. You sound like a beach girl. I’m a creek girl.
>shells
I have a collection of those too, but I bet yours is more impressive.
>batwatching
I’m jealous! Bats are so cute but I can’t seem to find any.
>mutual pact to never poon
PLEASE, I desperately need this. Be my twin gf anon.

>>40776240
>steak is expensive
I find the thin stovetop ones are often affordable when they’re on sale, but this probably depends where you live.
>pork chops
Are gross. I avoid them.
>pork ribs
Good when prepared properly, but way less forgiving than other cuts if you fuck up. Your mom should not be going anywhere near them if she can’t cook a chop.
>Pork belly
Is usually really fatty, so texturally it’s more similar to bacon once sliced.
I’m a fan of shoulder (also called “butt”), which is what you’d typically use for pulled pork, but that might not be your thing.

>>40776457
i just self insert as the loli so i dont really consider myself a pedo

>>40776537
thats autopedophilia. youre proving my point

>>40776552
i wouldnt call autogynephilia being attracted to women, so i dont think its fair to say the same about lolis
foids like you always get scared of being raped and call it that anyway, if i wengt to therapy for this sort of thing some HRfoid shrink would probably make me a sex offender for it

>Qott: do you enjoy collecting things or have any otherwise interesting hobbies?
i'm real into proplifting, where you steal pieces of plants from nurseries to try to propagate them and grow into full plants. gotten some interesting things that way. think my favorite find that successfully took is either my ficus benjamina with a green-on-green variegation pattern or my selaginella willdenowi.

>>40776519
>Your mom should not be going anywhere near them if she can’t cook a chop
thats what ive been telling her for years. theres always hair in the food that she cooks and she keeps trying to gaslight me into believing that its my hair, even tho her hair is frizzy and jet black and mine is noticeably lighter and has a different texture.
>Is usually really fatty, so texturally it’s more similar to bacon once sliced
im looking at images of it rn (im a sheltered person from a sheltered culture, i havent tried a lot of things) and it looks really good. ill have to lock in and try my best at cooking it if i ever buy it, i hate spending money on food that i end up disliking

>>40776577
>i wouldnt call autogynephilia being attracted to women
youre attracted to the image of yourself as a woman, like its in the name
>foids like you always get scared of being raped and call it that anyway
im not scared of getting raped by you. ive arleady said that i dont consider paraphilias to be evil, and i have plenty of my own sexually deranged desires. moids are so retarded
> if i wengt to therapy for this sort of thing some HRfoid shrink would probably make me a sex offender for it
no therapist would put you on a list for wanting to receive treatment for your paraphillia.

>>40776325
I wish I was your friend anon. I started sending postcards to people from random places places that I visit. I’m always on the road driving nowhere in particular for hours. Not for a job or anything I just need to be on the road some days.

>>40776375
I only go out at night.
>>40776439
Lol, the moid you were flirting with rejected you.

>>40776444
I used to catch bugs and rip them apart

>>40776435
no like PCOS

>>40776606
Oh I was dating a girl that did that. It was really cool to watch. It’s like irl piracy with organic matter.

>>40776657
i dont think its the same as being attracted to women, so i dont really feel like it needs to be "treated" in the same way pedophilia does, its not like it makes me at all more dangerous to children
you wouldnt get it because foids cant be agp, you cant really just therapy it away

>>40776735
>so i dont really feel like it needs to be "treated"
why did you bring up going to a shrink then? just to went about foids being mean to you? i hate people like you you just say a bunch of retarded shit and never properly elaborate on it
>i dont think its the same as being attracted to women
depends on how you look at it. im aap so whenever i see an attractive male i never just wanna fuck him i want to BE HIM and then fuck somebody as him. whether or not that makes me attracted to men is a matter of perspective, the same goes for you
>you cant really just therapy it away
yes this goes for all paraphilias, therapy can only help you manage them, but then again i dont know why did you bring up therapy in the first place if youre fine with yourself

>>40776659
thanks anon, would pin your postcard on my wall

>>40776676
i ripped apart a butterfly the other day. dont know why. it was large and beatiful and sitting on a bush and i just felt an urge i guess. whenever i see snails i always stomp them even tho i find them really beautiful

>What’s that?
Japanese fashion dolls. Generally pretty basic but I like their faces and cute style
>creek girl
Do you look for fish?
>I bet yours is more impressive
I wouldn't count on it!
>I can’t seem to find any
Try a nature reserve if you're near any, or try asking around. Bats are adorable
>Be my twin gf anon
<3

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery

If anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you.

I want to draw but i feel overwhelmed so i draw my stupid ass autistic fixation like always(character from a niche ARG 10-11years ago) but then I feel bad for doing so and i feel worthless and dsyphoric, so i dont finish it. Then i feel bad for not finishing and feel bad for feeling bad. Then I feel bad for feeling bad about feeling bad.
So I try to reach out to make friends only to realize its been 24 years and I still havent figured out how to talk to people without being a therapist /"mysterious" bc Im an autistic retard. And i cant post art online in order to make friends that way because i feel worthless.

Why shouldnt I kill myself

Are there any cute disabled afabs here?

>>40773965
how does one actually find a relationship like this

IF you did poon out (or any other reason youd change your name idfk) would you just choose a more masculine version of your name, ask your family what they wouldve named you and choose that, or just go wild and choose something you think is cool. Is there any specific name you like?

>>40778139
Who cares about names. Just be a good looking hole, that's all that matters.

>>40778125
Umm be abusive unironically.
Unless you are asking on behalf of being the one getting abused, then I dunno. I wish a woman would do this to me. I wanna pretend im all BPD "teehee im so dominant and crayzee" but really im full of onions irl. I need a woman to have me serve her, have her command me to be dominant and possessive.

I forgot my tripfag name on that other post rip

>>40778199
I forgot my tripfag name on this post too wow i am sleep deprived.
>>40778139
I kinda did the family thing when i had my tranny name. My mom wanted our names to all start with As but then she broke that tradition with my older brother, then she wanted to bring it back when it came to my name, which wouldve been Amelia. Yet she changed it at the last minute to an unisex name just like my older brother. So my tranny name was Alexander. Thats what I picked. If i ever repooned, well. I know i wont ever transition. But ultimately i never go by my real name anyways regardless. Sonetimes i forget ny nickname isnt my real name even though my nickname is silly, but its unique to me.

>>40778199
You need a strong husband who will impregnate you.

>>40776913
>>40776483
Dropped

>>40778396
Don’t be schizo : (

>>40776116
i wish i was a shota so we have the same mental illness, also i think we should both kill ourselves for being disgusting freaks of nature

>>40778139
I'd probably just choose a popular one from my birth year

>>40776483
Try forests at dawn if you live in Eastern Europe, they're full of them. Or generally less poluted areas. The city where I live used to be full of bats at night, but they vanished in time due to that

>>40778811
Unironically ftm and a lot of boyish girls look like shotas. If that’s your transition goal it’s 100% possible. Girls in their early 30s that look like this are my type.

What if I make one of these sex dolls based on my own torso? I’m kinda tired of trying to date right now, and would 100% fuck myself if I could. Think I could manage it because I used to make disposable props out of latex at my sfx job. Getting a cast on my own body might be hard and I’ve not really worked with silicone so the process will be a challenge. After I could easily disguise it as modern art.

>>40778811
Why do you wish to be a shota? That's odd I thought shotamoders only did it out of necessity...

>>40778139
i always hated by birthname im gonna change it regardless of trannyshit. i was named after my aunt and i loathe my parents for. its like i never had my own identity, i was never called by my name i was called called "the littler one" in my language, only my fuckass aunt had the privilege of being called by that name, to make it worse my aunt was barely present in my life and called me "a random, dirty child" whenever i visited her. i always felt so dehumanized because of this, its like i didnt even have my own name, i didnt matter, to everyone i was a mini version of the person who meant nothing to me. i always wanted to change my name and always got made fun and ridiculed for it. i hate my family i hate them all

i hate her

>>40780028
no grown woman in her 30's looks like a little boy nigga. i don't know why people say retarded shit like this. at most some homely teen girls with short hair can somewhat resemble tween boys, but saying women in their 30's can look like prepubescent little boys is braindead.
>>40780073
because i hate living in a monstrous sexually developed female body and also a boy's childhood is more eventful than a girl's
i only get this feeling on certain occasions though, there are times when i want to be a muscled up guy instead. well, can you tell i'm mentally ill

>>40778729
I forgot the reply number

feel really weird whenever i see other women talking about getting catcalled or sexually harasssed, especially on the street by complete strangers, and they always discuss it in a way that insinuates its something all women go through, but ive nevr been groped, or catcalled, or sexually harassed, save for random anons telling me to get raped, but thats just online banter, irl they wouldnt even look at me because im unkempt and dress like a hobo. when i go out men tend to ignore me, which proves the theory that moids are very primitive and are only capable of seeing women who they find attractive, their brains blank out at the sight of a woman they do not want to bang

i dream of a future where transition is banned forever in my great nation and no one ever has to think about any of this ever again.

>>40776659
real as fuck. god i fucking love driving. thought about getting a CDL and truck driving but i don't think it's safe for a young [woman].

>>40778139
already know what the name would be. i tried to think about it once, and the second i even raised the question i realized i already instinctually knew. almost felt like it was picked out for me.

>>40778199
hey baby how's it hangin <3

i hate talking to other people i hate hearing them vent because none of their problems mean shit all of their issues are either flaws of their world perception or something that could be solved really easily if they just manned up and stopped caring about meaningless everyday shit that they wont remember in the next 5 years. i hate them i hate them all, they live such easy lives and im stuck being insane. i cant talk about this anywhere without people dismissing me as an edgelord because they cannot conceive of someone being genuine in their hatred. all i have is raving like a lunatic on anonymous imageboards. no one gives a shit about what i have to say, i told my mom the date on which im gonna kill myself and she just shushed me and continued talking about groceries. i keep saying crazy shit on purpose to trigger a reaction out of people but they just give me that emptyheaded fluoride stare and move on with their day.

i was gonna masturbate, but when i was fantasizing to get in the mood, i just started imagining how good it would feel topping if i had a real dick. day ruined, might just kill myself, idk.

>QOTT
Yes, I have various "art toy" type collectibles. I try to only buy them on sale because they're overpriced pieces of plastic at the end of the day. In terms of hobbies I want to get more into model kits but they can get expensive with import fees.

I wish I could just eat normally, my appetite is always fucked

>>40773965
shutter will you be my mommy please i'm detrans lesbian & i want to kill myself

>>40781747
Naw you’d be fine. Getting a CDL is my backup plan if my current career falls through.

>>40782426
I gotta muster up the mommy in me, but sure. Automommyphilia.
>>40781790
>if they just manned up and stopped caring about meaningless everyday shit that they wont remember in the next 5 years. i hate them i hate them all, they live such easy lives and im stuck being insane.
Damn, real. Except wym by insane? That implies your problems can also be fixed through your own actions, but judging by your post that doesnt seem the case.
>i keep saying crazy shit on purpose to trigger a reaction out of people but they just give me that emptyheaded fluoride stare and move on with their day.
HOLY FUCK. I DID THIS TOO. Oh my God. I used to do everything to trigger a reaction out of someone, it was a cry for help, but no one did anything. At most people laughed.
You gotta break that habit, man. It wont do you any good, trust me. They will never care, as cynical as that sounds, yet its the cynicism that will keep you going. You gotta help yourself, youre on your own. Consider it a video game, boosting stats.

Lying is the foundation of modern day society. There is no reason to put your trust into 99.9% of people, so many openly gloat about dishonesty and then play the victim when they're called out on it. I wish I could remove my desire to socialize completely.

>>40780274
Naw most teen girls look too feminine to pull it off. You get the look with a lot of short 20year old that cut their hair and don’t wear makeup, but if they’re healthy and take care of themselves they can look like that in theirs 30s

>>40781790
> i keep saying crazy shit on purpose to trigger a reaction out of people
That’s why your mom shushed you.

>>40783028
I was about to say just don’t talk to people, but sounds like you’ve tried that…idk why you want to socialize anon. How are you socializing? Going to the bar or what?

>>40783043
>That’s why your mom shushed you
i never pull that shit on her, i was feeling genuinely hopeless. you wouldnt get it youre just another mindless retard.

>>40783028
>I wish I could remove my desire to socialize completely.
Real. But... There are good people out there. I mean you sound like one of them, you understand the game, Im one of them, I also understand the game. Ive met some great people in passing before.
Making friends is a lot like dating if you care about having true friends, except its a lot worse than dating in that sense because most people dont really care nor understand the concept of true friendship. They just wanna have someone to either share a vice with or to have a portable therapist /yesman, hence all the drama and pinning people against each other, the two-faced nature of it all too. The people who will leave you if someone elses lies about you because ultimately they never knew you so they dont know the true you to determine whether or not that shits true, then theres the people who only know the fake version of a person because their whole image was curated from the start, so when they do end up doing horrible things no one you believes you, the people who dont believe you are also fake because again if they really knew you theyd have your side. Fakness is easy to spot when you know what real friends feels like.

Its a tedious game but from what everything Ive seen, the pay off is like winning the lottery because no matter what life throws at you, youll have people to make it feel like things will be okay. Thats why you gotta keep trying. Never fall into the hermit trap nor the "ill keep this fake person around because its better than being alone" trap.

>>40783027
>Except wym by insane?
its hard to explain because its not just one thing, its multiple patterns of disordered behaviour and thought patterns. like nothing about me is "sane" as in socially acceptable and something that your average everyday retard could understand. people always think that im NLOGing and start asking me gotcha questions but i dont know man its not just one thing that makes me different, i dont even know where to start
>That implies your problems can also be fixed through your own actions
if i start masking again and hiding my real opinions and never speaking my mind then yes, but theres no point in living like that. chronic inauthenticity is worse than death
>They will never care
i know. i dont know why im still even trying.

>>40783098
Yeah I would never tell someone I was gonna kill myself if I was feeling that way I’d just do it instead of being a whiny bitch about it. Stop inconveniencing other people and get you shit together.

>>40771667
Pretty sure the edit is from Signalis (10\10)

>>40783220
>if i start masking again and hiding my real opinions and never speaking my mind then yes, but theres no point in living like that. chronic inauthenticity is worse than death
Shoot man, I can relate. For one thing their opinions of your personality will never matter in the grand scheme of things because well, most people dont even have as personality to begin with. Fell like the only time being "abnormal" is bad (other than people being assholes to you) is if you are an asshole to others- as in being malicious / overly negative. Thats a bad trait for anyone, not saying thats your case Im just saying thats the only case for someone to feel bad about being "unconventional".
But if you do have vices/bad habits that are negatively affecting you, that can always be fixed. Especially if your thought patterns hurt you, for instance I have OCD and there are some thought patterns that hurt me, yet its something I can treat myself just by disrupting the flow of the pattern. I usually do that by fixating on logic and reasoning, the most blunt aspects of reality. It never fails, it will cause existential dread but whatever. Its better than believing you are evil or you will "never be loved" because through mental/ behavioral analysis and statistically speaking, that will never be true.
Its sorta like building a robot in your brain to analyze data, that data being your own thoughts and behavior in conjunction peoples behaviors and the patterns of reality, but in a way that removes your consciousness/ego from the equation.
Society will try to make you feel ill for neutral beliefs/behavior then will try to sell you a cure.

Idk your relationship with your mom but she sounds unhealthy, considering she doesnt even care that you feel that way. If you can find a way out, you should, but obviously since youre venting like this I doubt thats a possibility. I'd suggest grey rocking. Give her the cold shoulder, dont talk to her overall. Why should you? She doesnt care.

>>40783281
>I would never tell someone I was gonna kill myself
i wanted her to feel guilt for me feeling that way, or at least corncern, but shes too emotionally daft for that
>Stop inconveniencing other people
she deserves the inconvenience
>get you shit together
youre such a bot its sickening. zero sentience, just the same motivational hustlebro phrases ive heard a million times before. the fact that you thought this would motivate me to improve my life makes you intellectually worthless

My body does not fucking work i need my organs removed, deep cleaned like those mud covered carpet washing videos, and gently placed back inside.

>>40783334
>Im just saying thats the only case for someone to feel bad about being "unconventional".
i dont feel bad for it, i seldom feel bad for anything even when i realize that ive done something "bad", im just aknowledging that most people dont like me because of my "unconventionalesness"
>Its better than believing you are evil or you will "never be loved"
i dont mind being evil and i dont care for being loved, i just want to be understood. see what i mean when i say that my thought patterns arent conventional? i just want to have someone who doesnt shy away from being "the other". but desu that desire for understanding is getting weaker day by day, while my trust issues are growing larger, i feel like even if i met somebody like me i would never confide in them.
>Society will try to make you feel ill for neutral beliefs/behavior then will try to sell you a cure
im pretty antipsychiatry, but i feel like im one of those rare cases of genuinely disordered individuals rather than silenced creatives and harmless eccentrics
>If you can find a way out, you should
i will soon, hopefully. or maybe ill be dead. who knows. only time can tell

>>40783423
>i dont mind being evil and i dont care for being loved, i just want to be understood. see what i mean when i say that my thought patterns arent conventional?
How is that unconventional? Wanting to be understood is the most normal thing everyone on the planet wants. Its apart of our egos. Its one of the ultimate patterns of our human nature.
We crave importance, which is to be acknowledged (the reason you or anyone writes on here, we crave to be understood, and we crave appreciation which comes with genuine human connection, the thing you are complaining about not having, as well as I.
The way you type makes it seem like you do care about being seen as evil because you constantly talk about how disordered you are, and how you desire to have someone, which is to be loved by nature. Also to be seen as evil is to be inherently seen as misunderstood, the concept pf evil is a human cope thats on the basis of removing a persons consciousness entirely, thus removing their humanity, relegating them to the role of "monster" so we don't have to confront the reality that we could end up like them one day merely by having a particular thought pattern.

>>40783524
>How is that unconventional? Wanting to be understood is the most normal thing everyone on the planet wants
its not conventional because i dont care for being loved, i dont care for community. i just want to be seen, for once in my life. but as i said the more time passes the more latent this desire becomes. i feel like theres gonna be a day when i stop caring entirely
>The way you type makes it seem like you do care about being seen as evil
if you knew me on a more personal level you would know that isn't the case.
>you constantly talk about how disordered you are
because i am. thats just a fact. i cant pretend that im not extremely mentally ill. im emotionally intelligent in a way where i know when i do something "bad" or why others feel like shit for whatever reason, but its like something is missing in me, something that makes normal people care. thats disordered, thats not normal
>the concept pf evil is a human cope
i mean yeah. most of the concepts that we are fammiliar with are socially engineered, its why i dont care for them, its why i dont mind being "evil".

>>40783674
>its not conventional
>i dont care for being loved
>i just want to be seen
>aka the most normal conventional human emotion that motivates everyone into doing something

Aight man, if you say youre disordered youre disordered and theres no hope you you. If youre so emotionally intelligent then I am clearly wrong and you can just keep wallowing in labels you designed for yourself.

You sound like a 14yr old who just discovered level 1 of self awareness. You have a lot to learn.

>>40783408
i wish i could take my brain out and run it under cold water and then put it back in. and i wish i could take my spine out and beat it like a rug. and i wish i could pop my feet off at the ankles like a bratz doll and spray WD40 in there.

>>40783846
you can be seen without being loved thats the point. someone can dislike me, or i can dislike them, but i can see that were simmilar, we think the same. i have never encountered that. i always have to overexplain myself like im doing now or i have to hide the parts of myself that are objectively morally inappropriate. i dont want to hide them, i wish i didn't have to hide them around somebody
>You sound like a 14yr old
this is what i mean when i say that people dismiss me as an edgelord or an nlog. you try perceiving me through your world lense, and you fail at it, so you assume that im a retard or an ansgty teenager.

>>40783881
The trial and error of maintaining a decently functioning brain and body is so shit, and in so many cases you're taking so much garbage and spending money only to continue to function sub-optimally. if im going to be a flesh robot id love to atleast repair this thing easily.

sometimes i wish i could get to know some repping ftm because i think we might have kinda similar weird hobbies...
then i realize i'm too old and too ugly to use this next generation of 4chan.
cue cries and lamentation.exe

>>40784176
how old are you?
>>40783881
>pop my feet off at the ankles like a bratz doll and spray WD40 in there
and how old are you?

>>40783954
>so you assume that im an ansgty teenager.
Then stop acting like an ansgty teenager. You objectively sound immature. Thats not on anyone but yourself. Everything you write sounds like overly emo edgy "no one will EVERRR understand me, you just don't get it" gibberish.

I don't think you are stupid, you are clearly self aware enough to understand some parts of yourself, you just have a closed off defeatist mentality akin to a 14yr old who just gained sentiment. I feel so old, haha. I remember having this exact mentality at that age.
>>40784176
Yeah man, thats how I feel about seeing people online in general outside of social media. Mannn, these younger "lgbt" zoomers though, they be 18 but with "dont interact if you are 21+" like oh my goodness. It kinda makes me butthurt. I remember when I was 18 (I'm 24), there wasnt even a community based around these weird hobbies and based on being a repper/pooner, not big enough to exclude people based on age.

Nows the community is so big with young zoomers that they can comfortably exclude anyone whos not under 21. Meanwhile theres not many people in their 20s, theres a weird age skip. Its either people in their 30s or people whos younger than 20.

>>40784176
milfs are hot though

>>40784216
far too old for any next generation 4channer ngl
am kinda an og these days
kinda nice for one ngl but still

>>40784365
ngl i like u srs lol and i know it's not mutual :D
>>40784783
god i wish i were one

sorry ik i'm just a weird old freak for you ppl (and like everyone else) but just kinda understand your struggles kinda... because you are like i want to be and i'm ... kinda like a single weird one of you want to be. still understand. men are ugly, truth. nobody want to be ugly. stronger truth!

>>40784365
>Then stop acting like an ansgty teenager
>Everything you write sounds like overly emo
i hate people like you. you will wax on an on about how mentally ill people are treated like shit but the second someones mentally ill in a way thats different from yours you turn into a regular normie white bitch
>you just don't get it
you objectively dont get it tho. like youve approached my post from a perspective that i must feel guilty for being disordered, and when that expectation did not match you started dismissing me and calling me edgy. youre the exact type of person ive described in my original post. you probably think that the illness i struggle with is depression or anxiety or some other vaguely acceptable psychological ailment rather than a personality disorder. first you say that youre cynical and that people will never care, but then you call me a defeatist for having the same mentality, albeit more extreme. it doesnt make sense

>>40784907
I never said any of that. And then you call me names?
Like I said, you sound so immature. At first I was understanding but now it just seems like a classic cluster B moment where you just want to be a perpetual victim. You wanna vent about how misunderstood you are but then attack everyone who tries to understand you and tries to offer advice. All you want is someone to affirm your negativity.
"Muh mental illness, muh mental illness, everyone cares until they see I have a personality disorder" Yeah because no one tolerates this. No one should ever tolerate this, society is fucked right now because of catering to people who share mentality.

My goodness you sound like the type of person to shit on people who talk about "narcissistic abuse", calling it ableist or whatever. You people are just miserable and hopeless. I am sorry. Yes, you do deserve to be shit on. Why wouldn't someone shit on people like you? That's the real question. If someone treated you like how you treat others, you'd fly off the handle. And I get that you wanna claim you "don't care" about being evil or bad or whatever yet you clearly do. No amount of saying "I dont care, I dont care" changes how you come across.
You can twist what I said all you want and throw a hissy fit but ultimately you are what you identify with.

>>40785117
>I never said any of that
>>40783027
>You wanna vent about how misunderstood you are but then attack everyone who tries to understand you and tries to offer advice
ive only called you a retard after you started dismissing me and calling me a 14 year old and angsty teenager. do you want to be allowed to be an asshole to people without them dishing back at you i dont get it
>tries to offer advice
your advice doesnt apply to my situation because i am not worried about the things youve talked about, when i expressed this you started getting pissy and calling me an angsty teenager
>My goodness you sound like the type of person to shit on people who talk about "narcissistic abuse", calling it ableist or whatever.
no i think those people are delusional, being cluster b is a predisposition to being a shitty person. you cant look at disorders with hysteric, egocentric and outright violent symptoms and pretend that it doesnt mean anything
>Why wouldn't someone shit on people like you? That's the real question
yes now you fucking get it, finally. see this is why im like this, my natural, unmasked state is offputting to any normal person, this isnt like ocd or some other baby retards disorder where people can just dismiss it as something you struggle with thats separate from you, this is who i am. the desire to find "someone" who understands is finding another deeply ill reckless person.
>If someone treated you like how you treat others, you'd fly off the handle
i arleady get treated like shit everyday its whatever
>And I get that you wanna claim you "don't care" about being evil or bad or whatever yet you clearly do
can you elaborate on this more. because as far as i can tell youre just working off the false assumption that to be understood is to be liked, and to be liked you need to be seen as "good"

stop catfighting in here or we're never gonna beat the fembrained allegations

>>40784176
that's ok, you're still our friend, friend
>>40784216
>and how old are you?
25 but i take shit care of myself. i've always had clicky ankles though. my brother does too. maybe it's genetic.

>>40784856
>men are ugly, truth. nobody want to be ugly.
honestly? being ok with looking ugly is so freeing. since i started butching out and letting myself be more masculine, one of the things that's been the most liberating is setting myself free from the social expectations we're taught as women, especially in regards to needing to look attractive. anytime i feel bad about leaving the house looking like shit, i ask myself, "would the average man care about this?" and the answer is almost always no. so, why should i? and i decide to not care anymore. you can apply this to a lot of things; i use it as a catch-all with any thoughts, behaviors, habits, etc that are "unladylike" and it's improved my life drastically. women are taught to waste so much energy caring about shit that really doesn't matter. you don't have to care about it.

>>40784856
>men are ugly
catastrophic lie I suffer when you people say this

>>40781044
>roastie develops mental disorders because she isn't catcalled at
you can't make this shit up, women aren't human and the only thing you need to prove it is to listen to them talk lmao. unironically they would all be happier in breeding pens

>>40785761
i love how the conclusion you reached has nothing to do with what she actually said

>>40785880
>>40785508
He's just lurking to sperg out at anything he can find

I wish we could all just get along ^_^

>>40785728
>stop catfighting in here or we're never gonna beat the fembrained allegations
Men argue all the time no matter how petty but when women argue we they call it "catfighting". There is no fembrained and malebrained. There are only stereotypes and gender expectations.
>>40781044
>, irl they wouldnt even look at me because im unkempt and dress like a hobo.
Thats weird because I've had some creepy dudes harass me when looking like a hobo, but I also look like a child. I think creepy men being creepy men is that they only act that way because they see the woman in question as vulnerable. Why would a man try to be sleezy with a woman he knows he spray him with mace or worse?

Nowadays a lot of attractive women complain about NOT being catcalled or talked to or anything like that, those same women look very put together and pretty independent as grown women.

>>40785728
>implying that being "fembrained" is something inherently negative
>implying that literal, actual women should feel embarassed for being "fembrained"
femrepgen is never beating the mysogyny allegations
>>40786010
>I think creepy men being creepy men is that they only act that way because they see the woman in question as vulnerable
that might be the case. i look and act like a methhead, no wonder they avoid me. im glad tho, id rather not deal with that bullshit

>>40786132
>femrepgen is never beating the mysogyny allegations
trvke, my bad. i forgot we're all technically women. i will do better.

why is it that femreppers are disgusted by moidreppers but moidreppers are attracted to femreppers?

>>40784216
i could be your old uncle ngl.
>>40785728
>>40785758
hey i'm not lying
i truly think men are ugly, cross my heart and all that, wrinkled sacks of leather and stuff...
but ugly isn't the same as attractive. a nice man 20 years (or more to be honest) could sweep me off my feet with ease

>>40786198
Clearly the answer is to fully embrace misandry and hardcore separatism :3
>>40786238
A repper x repper relationship is just going to end in either a murder-suicide or a double suicide.
Masc femrepper x femme mtf balances things out and keeps the relationship in a healthy equilibrium for both partners.

>>40786256
>i truly think men are ugly
yes, because youre dysphoric. this isnt the objective reality, your feelings are a byprpduct of your mental ilness. im the same way, because of my dysphoria i think that women are hideous. they remind me of blowup sex dolls with their rotund overgrown features, puffy lips and and dainty limbs with so little muscle mass you could probably peel it away with a knife, its disgusting. crazy how moidreppers totally lack introspection

>>40786238
why would that be the case? It isnt like theyre full blown trannies. Idk what some moid does, good on him for not transitioning. YWNBAW.

>>40786238
Male reppers fill me with a mixture of jealousy, pity, and anger. But thats all stupid base emotions and i have no true ill will against them and i hope they find happiness.

>>40786238
>why is it that femreppers are disgusted by moidreppers
lack of complex psychology in their minds
>but moidreppers are attracted to femreppers
dominant mentally ill gf fantasy. that or theyre like nikols and get off to the thought of putting a dysphoric woman "in her place"

Why are lesbians such stacies? Even my femcel fellow ex sped student met her long term edating partner irl and had a lot of sex. Literally all of them say 'uhhh just go to a bar to get girls bro it's not that hard' when I live in the middle of nowhere. Lesbian beauty standards alone make me want to poon out. You think they'd be different but they're the same as moid standards. I just want to be seen as fuckable by women and pretend I'm a moid.

>>40786902
damn.... real.
I live in such a bullshit libertarian area which sounds good on paper until the only gay bar that was here got shut down during Covid.
The area is small and the community itself is notoriously isolating to outsiders. Its an area that is divided between various hardcore religions and closed off communities. Plenty of shit for minors to do and people over 30+ but barely anything involving people in their 20s.
Lesbian beauty standards alone make me want to poon out. You think they'd be different but they're the same as moid standards. I just want to be seen as fuckable by women and pretend I'm a moid.
It sucks being an incel, man. I feel like homosexuals are the only valid form of inceldom because everyone else has access to 50% of the human population, we don't.
Straight women will fuck any man, Ive seen it. Neckbeard types still get laid. All you have to do to impress a straight woman is to be good at something or look attractive and you dont even have to do that.

I wish I could get with you nona. Its pathetic how a lot of my desire to off myself is bc I cant even find pussy, let alone get pussy. What do you do when you cant even look for the only people you are attracted to?

>>40786902
>Why are lesbians such stacies?
Not all of us are like that. It seems to be more of a zoomer femme thing imo.
>when I live in the middle of nowhere
I understand the pain. But with some luck you can run into other dykes in even the most surprising of places.
I met one of my exs in a gem store off the side of a highway in the absolute middle of nowhere.
>Lesbian beauty standards alone make me want to poon out
>but they're the same as moid standards
Not all of us are gross femme4femme bitches.
Some of us actually like masc women. I'm personally exclusively into masc butches. Feminine women are just as gross to me as men are.
>I just want to be seen as fuckable by women
Butchmaxx and hrt rep.
I promise that there are many of us that would kill for you to be our dyke boyfriend.

>>40787258
>I met one of my exs in a gem store off the side of a highway in the absolute middle of nowhere.
how did that happen?
>>40787258
>gross femme4femme bitches.
???? so you like women but you dont like the average woman and you call the average women gross? Yeah chances are youre gonna find out youre bi later on, just like the average stone butch does.

just finished jerking off & i believe i've found the will to live for another day. have a good one everybody

>>40787334
>how did that happen?
Me and my best friend were driving out to some township out in the sticks. After about an hour of nothing but farmland and petrol stations we saw a crystal store just off the side of the highway. It also had a small cafe attached, so we decided to have a look around.
It turns out the woman running it that day was a butch. I tried to order some smoothies from her, but just ended up embarrassing myself because she was so attractive. She could tell I was into her and found my shyness and spaghetti spilling cute. We talked about crystals and her work for a bit, ended up trading numbers. That just kinda grew into a relationship.
>so you like women but you dont like the average woman
I'm not attracted to femininity. I'm attracted to masculinity, but not men.
I'm just hopelessly into masculine women. It is just how I'm wired. I struggle to put into words just how much I love masc butches :3
>chances are youre gonna find out youre bi later on
That is the sort of shit I get from zoomer femmes about only being into masc butches. Apparently that does not make me a 'real lesbian' to them.
But I promise you that I am 100% a lesbian. Guys are just as gross to me as feminine women are.
>just like the average stone butch does
I have never encountered that, speaking as someone that loves stones and have been with several.

>>40786331
most women don't look anything like a male sex fantasy tho...
i try to keep my ideas in check but to be honest most males are ugly still, and that girl that have never even once used makeup and never ever tried to attract the male eye? still pretty.
sorry, m lad

>>40787047
These nothing places...
> Its pathetic how a lot of my desire to off myself is bc I cant even find pussy, let alone get pussy
When men are incels it's taken seriously because of their tard rage but if this was discussed I don't think anyone would understand feeling that bad. It reminds me of that tortoise for some reason.
>>40787258
>Some of us actually like masc women
Even for masc women it's difficult it's just slightly different expectations
>Butchmaxx and hrt rep
The hormones aren't compatible with me. And honestly 'butch' sounds too tied to a community. It's kind of weird to use as someone who has never interacted with it

>>40787461
>I have never encountered that, speaking as someone that loves stones and have been with several.
To be fair the average stone butch Ive seen irl is a rotund radfem who were OBSESSED with how men felt, so idk Im biased. They came out bi in their 30s and were always kinda rude.
Well at least you arent one of those "yeah Im a lesbian.... I love transbians" types.
If you like masculinity but hate fems.... What are your thoughts on tomboys? Because thats where I lie. I am not a butch, I mean, I dont think I could be considered a butch anyways.

I will also admit man... Mannn.... All this talk about not liking leg hair Ive done when it comes to women... My leg hair has outgrown, I just havent shaved in while. But when looking at my legs, I felt weirdly good about it so idk whats going on there. I feel like my body type is too feminine to be having body hair tho. Im conflicted.

>>40787600
t. shutter.

>>40770865 (OP)
>Signalis
Stealing our culture again

>>40787658
Im going to make the next thread milk inside a bag of milk because of this post

>>40787680
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>40787555
>Even for masc women it's difficult it's just slightly different expectations
I don't deny that. Expectations can be a real bitch.
I personally present very feminine since it suits my personality, tends to be what mascs are into and I like the femme/butch dynamic. Meeting those expectations placed on me as a feminine woman is a nightmare.
I have it imagine it is that much worse when you are effectively gnc ala masculine women.
>The hormones aren't compatible with me
Try topical T to start. If you like the results, you can try full hrt.
>'butch' sounds too tied to a community
True, it is.
I admit it is something that I'm just biased towards due to my love of the butch/femme dynamic.
>>40787600
I'm sorry you had that experience with stones. I have never had that. But that could just be due to me dating older women, I have never dated a stone < 35
In my experience the younger the lesbian, the more toxic she tends to be.
>What are your thoughts on tomboys?
Typically too feminine for me.
I like masculine personalities and the effects that T has on afab bodies is just addicting. Tomboys really don't offer that. I don't want a gf that likes sports and wears jeans, I want a male brained dyke boyfriend with body hair, a masculine smell and a t-dick.
>I just havent shaved in while
Body hair is amazingly attractive. The more the better. I would kill for a woman with jungle pits :3

>>40786432
I don't have a problem with femreppers, they should be more masc if anything

>>40783336
If I was your mother I would want you to Kys. Jesus Christ.

I feel like there is one or two schizo femreppers that fill up 90% of these threads and the rest of us actually have lives irl or prefer to post on the hobby boards and only come post here sometimes… I hate reading through all the stupid BPDemon NEET shit.

>>40786238
femreppers Are also attracted to femreppers

>>40786902
Stop hanging out and trying to fuck lipstick lesbians retard.

>>40787423
What do you think about anon?

>>40789347
>complains about neets on an image board
Feel free to go back to Plebbit
>>40789357
Not all of them, apparently theres a good chunk of straight femreppers.
Though for some reason when these people poon out, a lot of them become t4t pooners the same way transbians do. This type of bidom needs to be studied.

How’s my favorite pro-conversion therapy thread? No one has pooned out yet right?

>>40771629
Omg anon!!!! I have a very similar one but for me it’s more like tradwife TF. I specifically want to forcefem a boy who claims to be some type of Nazi and force him to be very very traditionally feminine - it’s like he’s being trapped within his own ideology but in a way he would never expect. And she would cook and bake for me all day and not be allowed to be a slut or go anywhere without her keeper, yknow acting the way that a proper woman should…. I also treat conservative tradwife content as goon material it turns me on so much… like it specifically has to be right wing coded for me to be interested lul

>>40772866
Very obvious one

>>40789430
>Feel free to go…
You’re right I should leave and only post on /fit /diy and /n. This place sucks.

>t4t gaydens
I’ve noticed that. Prior to transitioning a lot of them were typical street woman. Maybe fujoshis. It makes me want to poon out so the gaydens will fuck me. They are always cute and tomboy looking.

>>40789516
I related heavily to that character as a kid

>>40789531
Same

>>40789523
based /fit/ user. I wish we could be friends.
>it makes me want to poon out so the gaydens will fuck me
Aw man same.... Same. Stop tempting me, damnit.

>>40789347
i only post here when i'm fighting demons

Basically me, but keep it in the closet and would die before telling someone irl.

How are you femreppers so mentally strong, I moved from a third world country into a developed country and I still don't have any desire to live, I'm still not a woman

there used to be a femrep from Russia here, she really liked the actor John Simm, I wonder if she's still here lurking

>>40789736
The term “”transmasc”” is so disgusting and cringe, these types never wants to be actual men they have a weird kink for being a mutilated woman specifically

>>40781044
I never got catcalled or harassed either which is weird because women think it happens to all of them. To be fair I started presenting more masculine when I was 13 but I was still clearly female and a hot one at that. I wasn't even unkempt like right now. What's the difference between us and them? Why do they get harassed and we don't?

>>40789955
good for them honestly because becoming an actual man isn't possible

>>40787878
Butchfemme is peak. I wish girls like you existed in real life.
T. Butch

>>40787494
>most women don't look anything like a male sex fantasy tho
this has nothing to do with anything i said
>i try to keep my ideas in check but to be honest most males are ugly still, and that girl that have never even once used makeup and never ever tried to attract the male eye? still pretty
this is just dysphoria speaking, you talk about it as if its universal. i find most males "pretty", even the random old men i see on the street

>>40789347
>I hate reading through all the stupid BPDemon NEET shit
then dont read it anon. self created problem

>>40790000
>Butchfemme is peak
I'm at the point where I really cannot be in a relationship if it is not butch/femme. The dynamic is just perfect, I only wish it were more popular.
>I wish girls like you existed in real life
We exist, I think we are even more common than butches are at this point. I think many of us are just shy about voicing our preferences, due to how hostile to butchfemme stuff and honestly even mascs in general many sapphic spaces have gotten.
But I'm sure you will get a cute femme gf soon anon! You deserve her. Butches deserve the world and so much more <3
:3

the problem is everybody wants a "lovergirl masc." like can't i just be your shitty boyfriend. women in male fields

>>40790219
I personally don't want some 'lovergirl' masc.
I basically just want a boyfriend that will let me take care of them and spoil them. In return they would just make me feel safe and loved.
My bar is pretty low and if you can put on a brash, condescending attitude at-least some of the time; You already have my heart.

i wanna kill myself so bad bros

>>40790264
I want this except I spoil you too. I don’t think girls should have to pay for anything.

>>40790355
me too.
no penis, no life

>>40789985
You have to be into women to understand how this works. Basically your brain instantly sorts people into categories. If someone looks feminine and like they intentionally cultivate prettiness, it triggers the mixture of arousal and irritation, reads as submissive and non-threatening, and makes you want to poke them for lack of a better word. Whether the impulse manifests as positive or negative attention depends on the situation.

>>40789985
It’s gotta be something about how you look. I’ve been dressing masculine since I was 11 and gotten catcalled before

>>40790465
>arousal and irritation
irritation?

>>40790093
Thank you anon, may you always have a butch by your side. Fems truly are the only thing worth living for anymore.

>>40790570
Awww. Thank you anon <3
If it makes you feel any better, butches are the real MVPs of life and the only reason to keep on living :3

>>40789955
I thought ftm and transmasc were the same thing

>>40790219
Based

>>40790669
My understanding is that transmasc also includes masc leaning theyfabs, he/him lesbians and hrt butches.
But I could be mistaken.

>>40787461
Why are you such a retarded faggot?

>>40790899
Autism and dpd I would assume.
I'm at my best when I'm given instructions to follow and let someone else think for me. I'm not great at acting independently.

>>40790542
Yes. It's like you're angry with her for arousing you. Like all of your feelings are stimulated at once. It's hard to explain.

>>40790513
Anon must be fat or ugly. Or both.

>>40789347
Admittedly i have this thread open 24/7 and obsessively refresh the board for every reply but im not a bpdemon

>>40791103
just say you're incel

>>40791225
so tired of all mentally ill women being labelled as bpd becayuse thats the token emotional and femminine personality disorder. my original post "whinning"(god forbid we talk about something other than hating men or wanting a cock) about my life was written with aspd in mind

>>40791407
I'm not...

>>40790219
Realest shit

It is insane how many modern trans people have no genital dysphoria at all but they still want to be called "transsexual". I always thought of myself as being low dysphoria so how come so many out there seem to have even less than me

bump

its all about sex to moids, its always about sex. for them sex is the most important thing in their lives so they assume it must be the same for women, hence why when a woman speaks up they insult her by calling her underfucked or frigid or sexually unappealing, even though females on average have lower libidos, and nymphomaniacs are fringe psychiatric cases, usually with a history of trauma and sexual abuse. literally name one reason why moids should be considered human if they think like literal animals, i cant imagine sex and porn and jerking off being such an important part of your life that without it you start going crazy and writting school shooter manifestos. i know that their insatiable lust stems from having testosterone coursing though their body, but if you claim to be the rational and stoic sex you need to get better at not allowing your base urges rule your life.

>>40789985
Were you really hot or were you hot in the I’m fat but trying to act confident to fool myself way… not getting catcalled at all is just so unrealistic. you have to be funny looking at least

>>40792952
nta I just don't like going outside so that's probably why it's never happened. Also I might not have even realized it if it did, one time I was asked out as a joke but I just assumed it was a friend thing in the first place so it didn't work on me

>>40792952
nta and as someone living in eastern europe, catcalling just isn't a thing. maybe that's cause we don't have niggers and muslims. maybe it's something else. my point is, anon might live in a good country.

>>40793003
>we don't have muslims
not the case for east slavs and balkanics
>eastern europe
>good country
the only "good"(as in mildly pleasant to live in) eastern european countries are poland and czechia and slovakia

>>40793058
>not the case for east slavs
what???????

>>40793093
east slavic countries have a lot of immigrants from the caucasus and central asia. like i see them all of the time when i go out. the other day i saw a tajik cashier chatting with his friend and saying something about allah (thats the only thing i was abke to make out i dont really know tajik). there are absolutely muslims in here

>>40793132
oh my god, you must be russian

>>40793135
>thinks muslim immigrants only exist in russia

>>40793154
you haven't answered the question

>>40792743
>hence why when a woman speaks up they insult her by calling her underfucked/frigid/unappealing/etc.
(Engaging in this conversation, not being argumentative.) Don’t cis women do this to cis men too? With virgin/incel etc.
Then again, cis men call each other virgins as well, but cis women don’t really seem too attack each other based on their sexual activity unless it’s “too much” (e.g., slut, whore) so maybe insulting cis men that way is learned. I.e., “this is important to you, so I know it will insult you.”
I also think cis women might mean something different when they say those terms (the subculture for incel, personality flaws for virgin) as opposed to how cis men may be taking it (at face value), but I’m not sure.

>>40793156
im not russian i live in a country that borders it. i still see muslims. also i think that your og statement about catcalling not existing in eastern europe is dogshit bc when i talk to other slavic women they usually have quite a few stories about being pursued by some creepy guy on the street or like weird teenage boys yelling weird shit to them. its just less normalized and not called "catcalling" because eastren europeans are superior to americans culturally and recognize that "catcalling" is just sexual harassment and doesnt need another term for it

for people who actually go outside are ftms as annoying as they are online or are they different irl

>>40793173
>I also think cis women might mean something different when they say those terms (the subculture for incel, personality flaws for virgin) as opposed to how cis men may be taking it (at face value), but I’m not sure.
this. incel has long ago become shorthand for misogynist and/or creep.

>>40793226
Depends, what is it that you consider annoying?

>>40793220
>im not russian i live in a country that borders it
there are 3 east slav countries: belarus, ukraine, russia. if you're not russian, then you're either ukrainian or belarusian. probably not ukrainian because tajik workers avoid it. if belarusian, i wasn't aware things have gotten browner there.

>>40793226
>are ftms as annoying as they are online
Yes. All the normal FTMs pass (and therefore do not go insane) and stealth (and stop identifying as FTM for all to witness).

>>40793173
>Don’t cis women do this to cis men too? With virgin/incel etc
i was anticipating this argument, because i have a nice rebutal to it. when women tell a man that he "doesnt get bitches" or has a small dick or whatever its about insulting and revoking his power status, because thats what sex for men is, its about power, how many bitches he plows, how alpha he is, its part of the reason why moidcels get so insane, they feel "emasculated" over not having that power over somebody. when a woman insulst a man for being a virgin shes insulting his apparent powerlesness in our patriachal society, but when a man does the same its always about a woman "not having a right man", aka not exercising her duty as a cumsleeve. sex is seen as degrading for a woman, but they also believe that all women have it in them to be submissive and degrade-able, erotically "conquering" and dominating a woman through the means of sex is seen as natural for a man, and when a moid doesnt have that he gets insecure, moids assume that women must feel the same insecurity towards not fulfilling their socially enforced sexually submisisve role.

>>40793344
insane trvke
i'm taking a screenshot

>>40793226
the ftms Ive met were worse than the ones Ive seen online. They are either self centered "I just wanna sperg about my own interests" or they are downright rude/judgemental schizos because just like a stone butch for some reason they view being masculine as "Im gonna be an asshole bc Im so tough, I dont owe anyone anything". Which is funny because thats such a bitchy female thing to do, moids know if they actually did act like assholes they would get knocked out by another moid.
Keep in mind though all the ftms Ive met were morbidly obese and morbidly obese women, contrary to pop culture, are not the happy "fun friend" types of people, most of them are miserable bullies who feel the need to tear down other women, even other fat women.

>>40793344
>sex is seen as degrading for a woman
True. You have to be either stupid or delusional to ignore the way it works.
>getting fucked means things are done TO you
>don't even have to be turned on, receiver's pleasure is irrelevant
>successful copulation results in pregnancy
>pregnancy = disability
>pregnancy = kiss your ambitions goodbye
>to sum it up, women want to have things done to them, want to get hurt, willingly leave the power and choose to lose
>men subconsciously hate seeing this but also get turned on
I don't understand how women can have straight sex knowing they lose something every step of the way.

>>40793541
im of the same opinion and i always get called a radical for having it or get told to "work on my mysogyny" by a libfem or a ftm with an OF account where he posts his udders. like do you want me to pretend that traditional het sex isnt degrading

>>40793590
Here's another hot take: I think the misogyny in males stems from the cognitive dissonance.
>seeing someone who likes to be degraded and feeling disgusted and bewildered
>feeling biologically compelled to participate in the degradation
>therefore it feels justified
>but still somehow weird

Explain it to me anons >>40789809

>>40793541
I used to think like this after women conditioned me into having sex with moids because it could "help with my trauma" (spoiler, it didnt, and I hope those women go to hell for grooming teens into that lifestyle, I couldve been trafficked you fucking scum pieces of shits)
I never found men attractive or appealing. Never thought "wow I love men mmm", and as a terminally online social reject who barely had any women in my life, let alone healthy women, I thought most women felt obligated to be straight.

But the truth is women truly do like dick. There are women who truly do love how dick feels, they love how dick looks, they love the smell of men somehow, they love a man's ASS which is weird bc I always saw men with asses as a anomaly.
Women loooveee male anatomy. Women love boys, and it truly has nothing to do with them being conditioned into feeling that way for the most part. its why females can be pedophiles, its why some like dog dick too, and will do anything for a man.

Realizing the fact actually helped me be accepting of my sexuality more, as a lesbian, because truly women do find men attractive and WANT to have sex with them. Its weird, I dont see any reason why, but their brains are wired like that. Its just the way they are.
I do feel like because of how society is, lesbianism is small strictly due to social pressure. I feel like lesbians would be as common as gay men if society didnt shame women for having any sexual feelings, let alone ones involving no men. And I feel like the fault of this mentality is the fault of women being so cumbrained.

I mean do you see gay men care about women? No. Because they arent attracted to women. Most women arent attracted to women so they dont care about other women unless it benefits the men they are attracted to. So they get women to harm themselves if it will please men. All this talk about "gays being groomers" yet its breeders who are the ones that groom women into being sex objects the most.

>>40793673
Living in a not-shithole country doesnt cure dysphoria.

>>40793680
First of all, I'm sorry you went through all that shit.
>I thought most women felt obligated to be straight.
I never said women don't like sex with. It's part of the mindfuck puzzle. Women like their own degradation.
I wish I was a man and people wouldn't automatically assume I like being the bitch.

>>40793706
>I never said women don't like sex with.
*sex with men

>>40793003
I have heard catcalling stories from my Eastern European irls more than I’ve lived in my shit 3rd world country so I don’t think so. The problem are moids as a whole anyways, and they exist in all countries

>>40793673
>How are you femreppers so mentally strong
substance abuse. so much substance abuse. obscene amounts of substance abuse. and philosophy-coping. i casually psychoanalyze and pick apart my behaviours (aswell as behaviours of others, see >>40793344). doing such keeps me sane and gives me an illusion of control, even if i cant change something i can analyze it. soemtimes it makes me feel worse tho because being so aware feels like psychic damage. often times i wish i could be blissful
>>40793658
wish i didnt feel the same way

>>40793673
When confronted with something I can't have, I get angry instead of sad.

Just found out KingCobraJFS died, RIP. He was my favorite "lolcow". Was just a chill funny dude, I guess no ones surprised though, he was an alcoholic.
My roommate said he had a heart attack but I thought it was just that, no the dudes dead unfortunately : (
Why does the good ones die first, why couldnt the sex pest degenerate fucking weirdos be the ones to die? You know, the ones who would benefit the world by dying.
Shit, man...

>>40793916
A lot of the people I looked up to in some way either die, become addicts while still being good people and then die, or turn out to be horrible horrible people, mostly also due to addiction.

I hate addiction, I hate the fact Ive lost so many people I admired to addiction or mental illness and Im only 24. This tranny stuff in particular felt like crack in a black neighborhood, people who wouldve otherwise never trooned/pooned out did so just because of addict on addict degeneracy going unchecked, the pipeline.
Its just hard, man. Idk this whole thing reminded me of it. Its my biggest struggle atm, the grief of losing people. It sounds silly to go on this rant after talking about KingCobra but shit... It never stops being surreal seeing so many people you knew mentally degrade into husks of their former selves due to the vices that consume them. Not talking about KCJFS, I didnt know him personally, but at least when you look at him you can understand what I mean when I say that.

If I never learned what being trans was when I was eight I would have been a normie femme lesbian (that's my cope at least)

>>40793680
Holy raped
Hope your life gets worse and you get pregnant

>>40794264
>t. seething poonoid
Making fun of certain things makes you a bad person. Kys, you retarded monkey.

>>40794294
>whiteknighting shutter
amazing things happening in femrepgen

>>40794319
>whiteknighting
It's a good thing, though. It usually it goes like this,
>A: [fem user name], make me a sandwich stupid slut
>B: stop bullying her
>A: whiteknighting! whiteknightiiiiiig! simp, simp, you're a simp!!!!!
On 4chan you get called a white knight the moment you imply women are humans.

>>40793689
True, and it feels like such a waste to kms at this point but I literally can't cope with dysphoria, it's too difficult

originating from the old chat room culture, white knighting used to mean a male user uncritically and stupidly attacking others to support their internet girlfriend. these days crying white knight is a peer pressure tactic employed to enforce conformity and make a person feel bad about protecting others, while the old meaning is no longer relevant because most communities simply ban the members they find annoying and weeks-long chat drama looks different in 2k25 than it did in 2002.

I wish I had a more androgynous body to match my roachmaxxing status. My feminine body just makes me feel disgusting when taken into consideration my leg hair and armpits in combination with overall having a masc style ig. Really just boils down to being an autismo dyke, I wear the same stuff. black graphic Ts and pants, every time I say "im gonna be more feminine, this is it" all the clothes I buy go to waste and I regret it. I wear it once and never wear it again afterward. Its just not my thing.

Im too femme to be butch but too butch to be femme, fuck me. I actually love being a tomboy but hardly anyone else is a tommy anymore. I get assumed to be an enby or trans irl, people have do think Im a boy sometimes because of my military fleece covering my curves, but really theyre calling me chunky boy lol when youre small hiding your curves just makes you look fat.

Would you eat my delightful meal?

>>40795740
>pl*stic container
yikes

any of you in the u.s., I'd advise you to try to get womyn/lesbian festivals. they do kind of fucking suck sometimes, lot of old chatty women there, but there are also a couple chatty young women. attractive women. who are into butches/mascs/people on t lowkey. everyone calls each other sister. bmg with wwtlc might have workshops teaching young women to hit on each other next year.

>>40795581
Butch and femme are identities anon. It is perfectly fine if neither of them resonate with you.
I'm sure there are plenty of women out there that would love an autismo tomboy gf :3
>>40795888
Awful advice. May as well be telling people to join Scientology.
In the actual queer community, it is not hard to find women who are into masc/butches on T. Engaging with them does not involve associating with a socially isolating cult.

>>40795888
>wwtlc
damn... I looked it up and its a bunch of older looking women, anon.... Say it aint so... Whats the catch? Theyre prudes, is that the catch? Do they expect no sex and obsess over the male gaze? It feels too good to be true. From what I am looking at with all this "intersectional feminism" stuff, it feels like false hope. Just a bunch of useless radfems who screech about lesbianism while never getting frisky with each other, being anti BDSM and stuff like that.
>>40795944
>Engaging with them does not involve associating with a socially isolating cult
Wym by that? What cult?
I wouldnt mind being in a cult if its a sex cult and the ideas they believe in arent stupid enough to make me look bad, even if they are stupid I dont mind being in one if its a sex cult.

God.. imagine these older women groping me, talking about how young I am, how I look much younger, teasing me for never getting with a woman before, using me like a sex toy, giving them like. 3-4 orgasms. I need a girl to teach me how to eat her out bc I honestly dont know how to even do that. Like what if Im bad at it? What if she doesnt enjoy it but doesnt correct me and just pretends so she doesnt hurt my feelings? : (

>>40796248
shutter do you have any social media, i will talk to you privately. if you tell me what kind you have, i'll post a burner here. i'm being legit.

having to live in this body should grant me accessible euthanasia

>>40796376
no, well, kinda. I have an insta I dont use, a kik I try to use but fail to find people every time, recently redownloaded SnapChat again which I never use even though I literally have a SnapChat plushie of Ghostface Chillah bc the mascot was/is a weird hyperfixation of mine, even though again I never really used SnapChat? Lol
Then I got a tumblr and technically a Xitter and Bluesky tho I dont use either of them other than to check specific profiles.

>>40796458
real. They dont let foreigners travel to Canada to use their euthanasia servers which is bullshit imo. I looked into it before.

>>40796248
>What cult?
If it is the group I'm thinking of, then they are a 2nd wave cult. Basically just a bunch of old sex negative terfs. Some of the last real followers of the likes of Greer and Dworkin.
Universally, you would be better off engaging with the actual queer community. At-least that has actual lesbians, people who actually like mascs on T, do not hate butch/femme dynamics and do not consider using a strap to be akin to rape.
Also much less toxic self hared directed outwards on society.
>I wouldnt mind being in a cult if its a sex cult
Sex cults tend to really suck.
>imagine these older women groping me...
Everyone loves older women. I have personally mostly dated women ~10 years older than me.
But you do not have to join a cult to get an older gf.
>I need a girl to teach me how to eat her out bc I honestly dont know how to even do that
It is really not all that complicated. Good communication and knowing how to work through a tongue cramp is like 95% of it.
>Like what if Im bad at it?
Everyone sucks the first time. It is why having a partner that can walk you through what she likes is important.
>>40796458
I really wish people could just swap brains.
It seems really unfair that you have amabs that hate their bodies and afabs that hate their bodies, but neither can help the other group out. It is legit something that makes me really sad :(
>>40796485
Euthanasia tourism is probably not something any country wants to be associated with.

>>40796477
DM me superbprincesandwich on tumblr

>>40796489
I've found my experience with the queer community to be pretty sex negative, or more dick focused than I can engage with. I'm not sure what to do.

>>40796505
>superbprincesandwich
DMed you.
>>40796526
My worst fears aaaaa..... Although Ive been told to find a "sex dungeon" on Fetlife yet no one told me what that really is or how it works and Im not out here looking to be trafficked just bc I want some action.

>>40796535
I can't message you back. Are your settings set to not allow people you don't follow to message you?

people have profoundly retarded views on cults. no its not about satanic rituals and fucking corpses on an altar, its not even the charles manson or wicker man type of shit, no, most cults that exist today are tedious, monotonoues, lack fanfare and are boringly christian. shame. ive missed out on all of the fun cults by not being born in the seventies america

>>40796906
We could start a cult, anon. A cult where we worship the beautiful earth we inhabit, exploring our bodies spiritually and sexually.
>>40796646
Lemme try to fix it.

Would femreps kidnap a poor homeless ayyymab and use them as a living (for now) organ donor to harvest their genitalia and attach to themselves?

>>40797085
I have actually seriously considered starting a cult before.
Only, it would be focused on worshiping masc butches as divine beings on earth and the natural leadership caste of humanity.

moved into my dorm yesterday
>>40786007
me too

>>40786007
but anon hatred is the only thing to distract me from this endless boredom

>>40796526
Yeah I hate that it’s all about transbians and bisluts now.

>>40774663
every single one of her posts is so raped its insane. that anon who loves reading about mtfs sexual traumadumps would get a kick out of this gen

>>40793173
>so maybe insulting cis men that way is learned. I.e., “this is important to you, so I know it will insult you.”
like how when a man wants to insult a woman, the first things they jump to are calling her fat or ugly because we're taught that the value of a woman is her physical attractiveness.
>>40793344
holy trvth nvke

>>40793680
>I mean do you see gay men care about women? No.
a shocking number of gay men are the biggest misogynists you can possible imagine, but they don't even realize that because they think that the stereotypes of femininity and degradation are what being a woman is about. in the 2010s when it became a massive trend to include gay men in women's spaces because "he's like one of the girls!!" it made me feel sooo fucking insane.

>>40795581
too fucking real. dressing masc with an hourglass build is not for the fucking weak. i size up everything in the hopes it'll just look baggy.
i've had lots of times where i tried to be a cute girl, tried to buy the clothes they wear and style outfits like they do, but it always felt like i was putting on some kind of costume. i finally came to the conclusion that i am just a different kind of person than them.

>>40796906
don't worry, all the cult experts have been warning that the conditions are ripe for gen Z to have boomer-level cult problems. i think it's already started. i have a couple friends that are already ex-cult members.

>>40793226
It depends. Ones that used to be lesbians and passing, no. Ones that are anything else, yes. It used to be 80% of all ftms were prior lesbians and just live as men now, but I bet that’s now like less than 20%. If you met then irl you would literally never know unless someone told you.

>>40796906
>>40799111
Why don’t we start a cult? I want to live in a commune.

>>40797085
>exploring our bodies
>sexually
pass
>>40797153
>I have actually seriously considered starting a cult before
i probably could become a cult leader if i wanted to
>Would femreps kidnap a poor homeless ayyymab and use them as a living (for now) organ donor to harvest their genitalia and attach to themselves?
yes