>>82146563
Probably why I cannot sincerely connect with people who genuinely care for me. I have no idea. I do not care for them as much as they care for me, and it kind of sickens me. Perhaps I am really sick in the head

>>82146601
You eliminate the edge and angst and jagged edges just to get along and be pleasant around your coworkers. And, honestly, your coworkers will appreciate you more for it. Like I mentioned before, the more adaptable and useful you are to your environment, the more it'll reward you.

It's not the end of the world really. Being milquetoast pleasant isn't bad, and I'm certainly more stable than I was during my LARPing days.