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>when will I feel truly alive
bias: when you want to
reading: reversed seven of swords. when you will admit all of your faults to yourself. when all of the darker parts of yourself will be forced to bask in the sun alongside all of us
>when can I feel truly alive
bias: you've always been allowed to. if i'm wrong, figure out who's stopping you. if there's no one, then you're the one getting in the way
reading: five of wands. you will have to face confrontation. all the more reason to look at yourself properly before heading into battle
>how will I feel truly alive
bias: patience, diligence, knowing you've done good
reading: reversed SUN. temper your expectations, don't fall back into fantasies when things don't go your way. truly contemplate what will happen to you, good and bad, and where you want to be.
>how can I feel truly alive
bias: are you making anything of yourself right now?
reading: reversed FOOL. maybe you should start with the obvious