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Just once I'd like to know what its like for someone to make excuses to be around me instead of looking for reasons not to. I wonder what it would be like to have a voice that calmed someone, or a touch that gave them peace and made them feel loved. Sometimes I wonder if there is some deep wickedness inside me that I cannot see, and is why others have never shown me such trust.

Or maybe I'm just boring and avoidant. I just wish I could know what its like at least once though. Just to know that its possible and that I'm a real person. Just to know that I can be vulnerable and honest with at least one person.