I messaged a girl on a dating site and I really like her. We have the same taste in everything and she is smart and cool. She always replies to me and says she thinks I'm interesting.
I'm 34 and I've been a neet shutin for a long ass time, and I'm socially awkward. I'm not sure like, how to proceed, I guess. We've been messaging each other for about a week now.
I'm so afraid that she might start to think I'm boring or lame or something and lose interest or find a more interesting guy. I already told her I think she's a beautiful person and very intelligent and well, I'm just super inexperienced with women and relationships and basically everything. I'm just not sure what to do. I'm also scared to death of asking her to voice chat because the last girl I VC'd with hung up on me in the middle of a conversation

For some reason my unconscious psyche defaults to extremely negative and hateful thoughts towards my brother, especially whenever I'm hungry, angry, lonely, or tired
It's been like this for me for years now. Not sure what to do about it.
I'm sick of it
Reading some Jung and meditating helped me recognize that it's not my conscious psyche thinking those thoughts and it's my unconscious psyche, but now where do I go from here?

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Simulacra And Simulation by Jean Baudrillard literally made me feel like a fucking retard trying to read it