is vidya better with weed or alcohol

I DRANK EVERYDAY 6-12 BEERS PER DAY THIS MONTH
>I GOT A GYM MEMBERSHIP IN MARCH AFTER QUITTING ALCOHOL
>I went to the gym 3-5 days per week
>i was getting healthy
>i was feeling amazing
>i was progressing
>august 1st came and alcohol came back in my life
>1 drink turned into too many

bros ill be honest i havent been in the gym all month this month, i feel worthless and i feel like i lost all the progress i made, august is ending and september is coming. How do i get myself ready again? I Feel like i lost everything i started