>>40867085
>i dont really see myself living out my life with him, he's too immature and it feels like he never puts effort into anything
Let's start simple, gradual. Does he take critique as a personal attack? Have you ever given him any warning shots about things you don't like? As for lacking friends: for now, for the sake of your sanity, prioritize that. You need a social safety net. I would focus on that with you right now, what options you have to meet new people, what your life circumstances are, etc.
>>40867137
>Thank you, you made me smile
All the effort I put into this general, I put in for each and every one of you. I am glad I can make you smile!
>>40867278
>hey folks, it's that runanon from indonesia.
Welcome back! Never feel bad about taking breaks from here, but please bear with me forgetting about your circumstances and what others and I suggested in the past already, you are always, always, ALWAYS welcome though.
>wasn't able to complete couch to 5k again
Sorry to hear but iirc you did put in a fair amount of effort! I am sure you can do it when life stabilizes a bit.
>i know this sounds selfish, but i don't really miss my parents.
I was raised quite radically on that front, actually: I was raised that the concerns of the parent are none of the child's business, that I oughta deal with my own shit, not theirs. I plan to raise my own kids this way too should I get a chance. But from this pov? It is essential for you to not worry about them for now.
>i'm meeting people who share the same interests as me and i now have a decent support system
It feels so good to hear someone have the exact experiences I actually rec uni for! I'm so happy for you. Shinjinon is also an angel and that cannot be overstated.