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I don't want to do this as a duty for society, but rather as a duty to myself. I've been given the gift of existence, and I'd rather not waste it in an average, boring life when I don't know if I'll get another shot when this one expires. This dichotomy of philosophy comes from a single question: do I go gentle into that good night? Do I give into meaninglessness and accept my role as a speck of dust in this world, or do I rage against the universe, even if it's futile in the end? There's no wrong answer, really.

>But I have decided that I will try to do both, as there is only one life and only my way.
I suppose this is the optimal way to go about it. But easier said than done. Frankly I love the idea of an emperor that mixes the male and the female. If a being a had a man's strength and a woman's beauty, they would be unstoppable (using strength and beauty as a general term for the advantages each sex has, this is not only about their literal meaning).
I honestly think you're right, but I still have no idea how I'd apply this in my actual life just yet.