Thread 40474353

QOTT: Are you content with your height?
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>>40474353 (OP)
171cm, pretty happy overall, could be better but its okay

what happened to cureanon

>>40474376
accepted herself as a non transitioning tranny, became crystalia, and left.
READ THE ARCHIVE (im miss her sm anon)

>>40474353 (OP)
190cm

>>40474353 (OP)
I pray to god every day wishing someone would saw my legs in half :(

I want to be a cute 12 year old anime girl

>>40474481
The highest based possible, existing outside time in Eternity with the Supreme Creator.

I want to be a HOT anime girl (exact age dont matter but i want to look eternally young and breedable)

>>40474353 (OP)
5’10 and gangly, no I’m not
I remember wishing to be shorter from about 13 onwards. I had a shorter friend and he was better proportioned overall and cute. Meanwhile I looked like a stretched out skeleton, all long limbs

6ft works very well for presenting male, but it's the main reason I rep

sometimes i remember im alive and will die someday and my heart races for a minute or so
then i fall in a haze again
how do i stop that

>>40475025
fucking abysmal music taste nonny

5,6 men like me bc im short woman like me bc they are short and im not a ogrehon who will be impassable so im very okay with it

>>40475044
nta but fuck you oingo boingo fu cks

>>40475063
at least have the common decency to like devo or gary numan or something instead of that neurospicy gayden bullshit

>>40475081
dude devo is good too but oingo boingo is good for the fact that its able to depict mental health problems and themes liek obsession pedophillia loneliness insanity homicidal ideation etc etc in this sing song jovial manner . like that shit speaks to me man

>>40475081
what did danny elfman do to you

>>40475125
>what did danny elfman do to you
make gay bullshit music for people who pretend to have autism/adhd for woke clout

>>40475025
I get this sometimes but not the fear of death
Just suddenly being horribly aware that I’m piloting this meat puppet and wondering who the fuck I am
Sometimes when I wake up out of a deep sleep suddenly I literally don’t know who or where I am for minute until my brain switches back on

how do i stop being so sensitive over everything, i'm so tired of becoming sad and jumpy over basically nothing, like people never reaching out to me

>>40474353 (OP)
I guess. 5'4"/5" sounds great on paper if you wanna be a woman, but my proportions are very masculine, even as a skinny skeleton, so it's kinda spoiled.
Maybe I could get leg-lengthening surgery to make my leg-to-torso ratio more feminine. I won't, but it's an interesting idea.

how do i stop having this peter pan ass kind of dysphoria /lgbt/. i don't want to be here forever

>>40474353 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40475551
i'm 29, 190cm tall, in a conservative country and at a conservative company. ngmi

>>40475551
why did you make the manmoder a passoid

>>40475551
I did then I stopped, I'll go on it again in my late 20s

>>40475931
Why postpone it?

how do i improve my visualization abilities? i have realized there is no differece between the real world and my imagination. if i close my eyes, that world is as real to me as the material realm.
both are merely creations of the mind based on information the brain could gather.
the only thing stopping me from becoming a mind god is my visualization being shit, even though i've been a maladaptive daydreamer my whole life.
i'm so close to having godhood in my hands, help me repbros

>>40476109
I need to get my shit together and there are a lot of aspects of T that I like

>>40476120
i don't know nona i have aphantasia

>>40476135
how about staying on T for the rest of your life instead?

>>40476120
Train lucid dreaming?

>>40476313
I don't really want to do that

>>40474661
i want to be a HOT anime girl (preferably in her early 20s)

>>40473448
>There is no better dynamic for him
yes there is, it's called manmoding on HRT so that dysphoria hurts you less and you don't lash out at those who try to support you.
Reppers were told repeatedly to not create connections with people, to jot date, if they are deadset on fully repping
REppers are the one who choose to fully rep instead of treating their condition, it's their responsibility if this choice makes them unable to act normally with people.
If you expect people to be around you and be your thetapist, at least take the basic steps to be act normal - in case of reppers this means manmoding on HRT, laser on face, avoiding mirrors, all that stuff.
If the tranny in question fully dropped the repper instead of telling them "sorry, I realized I can't do this anymore, it's too difficult for me to try to hold you in an ok state" - yeah that's very shitty

>>40475025
>>40475044
>>40475063
>>40475081
as a tranny, I like a few of oingo boingo songs.
I remember "weird science" was used in the 90s TV spinoff of the movie that was syndicated in my country, and there was an episode where Lisa turned the 2 guys into girls because they asked her to explain the woman experience to them.
It's weird re-watching old shit that made my tranny brain click when I was a kid now that I'm an actual tranny

>>40476435
why not? it wouldn't change your body much in your late 20s, you might as well forget about it

>>40476878
there's a lot of shit that goes down in 30s which i definitely want to avoid
in terms of general health i would say E passes T around that time too

>>40476120
Practice honestly
I know of artists who taught themselves this until they can imagine 80% of a drawing before they even start it

Thinking about publicly coming out to everyone I know as a gender dysphoric male so everyone I know understands why I am the way I am, and that I can exist fine so why should transitioning occur? Given how mentally secure I am it would make a good case that gender dysphoria does not require treatment

>>40477487
I did this. Don't do that. It forever changes how people look at you. You're basically one step removed from being a tranny and if they ever get pissy at you they will bring it up, and it's just overall awkward for little gain. What are they supposed to do? Hype you up? Who cares. Depressed men are dime a dozen these days. You're just another one of them in everyone else's eyes. You are doing a cry for attention. Leave that to the women. Deal with it.

What would a repper do if he were to follow the Dao? Would he repress even more, as transitioning is not a natural behavior, or would he transition? Is it in an AGPs nature to want to present that way? If so, is repping against the Dao?

>>40476804
>Try to support you

every tranny friend I've ever had just constantly bugged me to transition or hinted at it incessantly. god it was so annoying. Reppers shouldn't have troon friends.

>>40477487
I did this, but everyone suspected I was gender dysphoric before I said a word about it regardless. I'd hazard a guess that it helped me by allowing people around me to talk about this aspect of myself without awkwardness.

> it would make a good case that gender dysphoria does not require treatment
Who cares? The two sides of the debate on gender dysphoria are the one which believes it is always improved by treatment and the one which believes anything above you fucking off and keeping it to yourself is unacceptable. Who are you making this case to?

>>40477602
> god it was so annoying
people who don't understand boundaries make terrible friends whether they're trans or not. people in my life most annoying about telling me to transition are cis chasers and other reppers hoping they can live out their fantasies through me. the true nonas are all very chill about it after i laid out clearly that i do not enjoy this kind of teasing

>>40477487
This one's a mixed bag. I told my friends how i felt while extremely drunk a long time ago, and they're very good friends so they wanted to help me figure it out, but all I needed was to just admit it to someone. So aside from it being brought up a few times and them definitly telling their girlfriends (probably to excuse my misogynistic behavior) I've just pretended nothings wrong. The downside is knowing that they know actually makes the dysphoria 1000 times worse

I have two sides.
One is extremely ambitious that wants to conquer the world, creating a new world order that will send mankind into a golden age, my name being remembered for millenia.
The other just wants to be a normal woman with a normal job, eventually quitting to become a full time mom, and hopes to find some happiness in this dull world.
The current world elite has beamed my brain with the tranny beam so I couldn't achieve my glorious mission and topple their disgusting order. Truly horrific creatures.
Am I alone in this?

>>40478659
> average zoomer rnx

>>40478659
it’s always just grandiose ideas. i can never actually put any of that inspiration into motion. SAD! born to be cucked by ROGD from a smartphone

>>40478659
Every moid like that pretty much

>>40477599
Sunflower Method, either turns you into a eunuch or a woman depending on the media.

>>40478659
Why not integrate them and dream of being Queen Elizabeth or something?

>>40474875
I feel the same way anon

Closeted in 2025 is actually crazy lmao, so fascinated by how easily you people waste the one life you get to live on this earth with this shit

>>40479889
Being a tranny isn't like just being gay, because it's also effected by your physical appearance. Nobody wants to be a hon.

>>40480090
A lot of women are also born ugly, this comment is honestly very telling about your real intentions. You don't feel an urge to become a women, you just want to be pretty

>>40480153
nta but you are retarded. what you are saying is if someone doesn't want to throw away everything in their life just to be a nonpassing freak, then they aren't transgender? interesting.

>>40480208
Yeah that's what i'm saying, if your need to become a women isn't strong enough for you to change then you're not really trans. You just like jerking off to the thought of it

>>40480232
thank god then i am not trans! gg
why didn't i think about this before

>>40480232
repping isn't real, based

>>40480246
Good job finally getting it, you're just agp

>>40480262
ok imma inject my diy hormones now hoping i get reverse dysphoria so i can confirm i am not trans

>>40480296
Your dysphoria was never real if you're sat around doing nothing about it

Why don't you just crossdress?

>>40480311
kys

>>40480326
truth hurts huh?

>>40480337
even if it was true, it would not matter, since trannies without dysphoria are hecking valid too, chud.

>>40480311
Holy shit im cured. I cant believe I was just a normal guy all along. Who woulda thought!

>>40480367
funny thing is you'll pull every excuse you get to do nothing because you're a fucking pussy lmao. One life you get to live on this earth, remember that

>>40480367
based

>>40480386
ok, chud.

>>40480314
I do sometimes

what tricks do people use to cope i seriously want to kms sometimes

>>40474353 (OP)
When I compare my height to other men, I am satisfied with my height. However when I compare my height with woman, I feel wrong.

Overall for the most part I am satisfied when it comes to trying to pass it will screw me over a lot .

>>40479889
>how easily you people waste
because the alternative is hard and scary
i'm scared of being out in public and getting hatecrimed or going to the camps because they decide to make estrogen illegal and actually enforce it this time
>>40480232
>if your need to become a women isn't strong enough for you to change then you're not really trans.
true but it still fucking sucks thinking about this
>>40480311
>if you're sat around doing nothing about it
i've tried hrt enough times to know i'm not trans but i can't stop thinking about it

I hate women
I realized I dont want to be them though, I just want to be a hot anime girl instead
trooning out becomes much less appealing once u remind urself of this

>>40480153
Part of being a woman is being treated like a woman. Hons aren't treated like a woman.

>>40481077
I don't hate women though.

>>40478737
I should've figured as much. Goes to show who I truly am supposed to be.

>>40479225
The problem is that it's not only an appearance thing, but those two sides possess completely opposite philosophical outlooks. One dreams of conquering the world not because he wants ro rule over others, but to prove to himself he can do it. He knows his kingdom wil fall eventually, and yet he marches on anyways.
The latter is more of a "go with the flow" thing. She accepts things are not permanent and that attachment to material goods only brings suffering later on, so she attemps to free herself from grandiose desire altogether, changing herself instead of the world.
They're both right, but I can be only one of these.
Besides, what kind of respected ruler takes HRT? If he can't control his impulses to be a woman even as his physical body cannot accomodate that, then he's probably bound to fail.

>>40481077
True. Anime is an infohazard for developing brains. If anime didn't exist we could've been (mostly) well-adjusted, normal men.

Sorry if these replies sound absolutely psychotic, this is the only way I found to word what goes on inside my brain somewhat comprehensibly.

>>40480626
I took acid and watched trans how to videos . I made myself believe they were soldiers of Saten and i became christian for awhile

>>40481885
lmao

>>40474398
cure actually had a breakdown towards the end, blew up at frenchie, renounced crystalia and left permanently

>>40481355
mang i got only the one philsophical outlook and i kinda want the same things as a moid or as a (hot anime) foid sipping drinks and eating junk food (without ever getting fat somehow) and like playing vidya and other coomsoomer chill life shit n etc while never having to work a day in my life
that being said if i was a hot anime foid id also add sexy stuff in the mix

>>40474353 (OP)
QOTT Hardly. More than six feet. I'm not sure how much, two or three inches. I've purposefully kinda forgotten.
>>40477599
What is the repper's true nature? Is it male or female? Not the outward appearance but the inward inclination? What ripples will either effort ultimately create?
The Dao is about finding harmony, sailing with the current rather than either fighting the wind or aimlessly floating.

dubs say i go to the furry tf afterlife

>>40480153
>You don't feel an urge to become a women, you just want to be pretty
Yes, I am very vain and narcissistic, but I'd still rather be a beautiful woman than a beautiful man.

>>40475528
same i want to kill myself

ive been on hrt for 2 years but it hasnt even done anything so im still a repper for all intents and purposes

>>40483210
Why do you still bother with estrogenizing yourself?

>>40483240
because im scared itll get worse if i stop, plus i enjoy not being bothered by AGAMP all hours of the day

>>40483382
This is just the right existential dread i come here to laugh about

>>40483416
yeah

>>40483479
i know

>>40483495
lmao

>>40474353 (OP)
why is everyone so damn insufferable these days?

Why am I taller than my dad despite the fact that I have a very restrictive diet and I don’t eat meat???

>>40483416
left guy hairline mogs me

I want to be a cute 11 year old anime girl

>>40483382
Idk even on estrogen aging will just melt you differently probably

>>40481355
Anime ruined my life but I still watch it every day and play 2-3 gacha games daily.

If I can voice train I could probably see the women within me

>>40484338
if it wasnt for anime id only be a slightly more normal version of retarded failed man (non-erotic non-femboy variant)

I barely watch anime, and certainly not the tranny kind.

>>40484219
Autololiphiles are the most powerful race on the planet

>>40482046
wait really, do you remember what went down?

>>40480626
Step 1 waste ur life
Step 2 look up what age they did their magnum opus of all the ppl u admire
Step 3 go outside every now n then
step 4 Want to cry but don't cus testosterone
step 5 Thanatophobia panic attak
Step 6 read media with women who r not just decoration
Step 7 Eat meat
Step smash phone

>>40484278
i guess but its better than turning into a hideous ogre

>>40474353 (OP)
deltarune is a repper game. toby fox is a repper

>>40480153
>A lot of women are also born ugly,
fucking bullshit I almost never see ugly women on the street, in the bus, at conventions and other events. maybe you should re-evaluate your definition of what beauty is

>>40485156
Ugly women don't go outside they sit at home reading with their cats.

>>40485245
ah they never do shopping or errands got it

>>40484980
you'll still be a wrinkly but slightly rounder melted pile of she-ogre flesh
>>40484219
I want to be a sexy 19 y/o anime girl (that never ages ew)

>>40485267
I dunno what 3rd world country you live in but where I live most shut ins work from home and get their food delivered.

All 3D women are ugly.

>>40485500
eastern europe, we can order food but not groceries

>>40485510
trvthbigbang

>>40485510
then go on vrchat or something, /repgen/ is for those of us who want to be women, not disgusting male fantasies

>>40485012
he's ATKAB (assigned theater kid at birth)

>>40485500
>most shut ins work from home
i can't seem to get a remote job

>get their food delivered.
too worried about it getting stolen on the way

MTAG(Male to anime girl)

>>40485898
need

>>40485898
The ultimate life goal

>>40484348
>If I can voice train I could probably see the women within me
it works: early on in trooning, I was told I was a passoid, but I personally didn't see it until I trained my voice and saw myself talking in the mirror, then it clicked

i'm like a totally different and nearly andro guy when i wear contacts instead of glasses wtf
shame i'm 6'2 though

I'm too old (36)

has anyone here talked to a therapist without mentioning repping? would like to stop experiencing mental health but don't want to just get told to take my pills

>>40487137
Nope
Fuck therapy

>>40487129
too bad take your HRT anyway

>>40487137
you end up running in circles until you confront your gender dysphoria head on

People keep thinking i'm younger than I actually am. I'm 19 but people constantly think I'm 16 or so. I know there isn't a huge gap between these ages but it's interesting how everyone guesses my friend's ages correctly, but not mine (we have the same age).
I'm also 184cm tall with broad shoulders so I genuinely have no clue why they think I'm still a teenager (technically 19 is in the teenager range still but barely).
Every time a family friend comes to visit this chat always happens
>you're pretty tall. you'll get taller btw
>im 19
>oh.
Is this a sign I still have a chance or am I just youthful?

>>40487783
I say this to myself: it’s now or never

fellow reppers, if you went to a gender doctor or whatever they’re called, do you think they would diagnose you with gender dysphoria? If so, what percentage likely?

>>40487987
i like to believe they would

>>40487987
>do you think they would diagnose you with gender dysphoria?
if i had to talk to him myself, then i would absolutely talk my way out of one
if the doctor somehow peered into all of my brain then i'd say they would, unless they moral and didn't want to create more ogrehons

>>40487987
if the middle-aged rapehons are getting hrt with no effort whatsoever, im assuming they'll just recommend hrt to anyone that shows up. Something something big pharma
so yeah id get diagnosed no doubt

>>40487987
>>40488070
Depends on the place
I'm from the UK. Went to the docs and they said yeah you got extreme GD we'll put you on the list. I'm 22 now and they only now offered me my first appointment. Things have changed. Lol.

>>40488070
Idk. I think it depends if it is a for profit clinic or non profit place.

>>40488115
Im glad to hear that you finally got that first appointment on those dreaded long lists

When were you first referred?

>>40488151
Sorry, my brain completely crapped out and I forgot to say when I was first referred. When I was 16/17.

>>40488159
Oh ok. At least you will only be paying £10 for your hrt. Which is probably the only good thing to take from that.

>>40488159
why didn't you just diy while waiting for the official appointments? were you unaware that was a possibility?
thats a lot of time waiting

>>40488180
Not taking HRT. I'm detransing, hence why I'm here; and it was funny to suddenly be reminded of when I was more hopeful by an email.

>>40488190
I was on DIY. I'm giving up. This isn't a game for everyone.

>>40488180
* I’ll be spending approx £300 a year + blood tests. Cos I made the mistake in not trying to beg referred by a GP 4 years ago

>>40488191
Ohh I didn’t realise sorry

>>40488191
>>40488201
Would you mind giving us some repfuel? Just talk about why you're detransing and your experiences while trooning out, pretty please.
It's been tough to rep lately.

>>40484348
>>40486720
I really need a microphone to make recordings, to my own ear my voice just wavers between breathy fag and someone's mom when I try to train.

>>40488243
just use your phone

>>40487987
90% but i wish they treated my comorbidities first to figure out if my dysphoria would go away

>>40487137
I've tried, my therapist eventually sussed out I was hiding something and wouldn't talk about the why behind my dislike for my body/looks/presentation etc. Dude even wanted to try hypnosis hoping it'd reveal hidden trauma or whatever, so I dropped going to appointments. I couldn't risk him figuring it out and especially not being under trance (and thus more likely to blurt it out.)

>>40488252
The mics on those suck and won't give me a very realistic idea of what my voice sounds like in-person.

>>40487987
They dont do that.i went to one. Just said i could go on hrt right away and talked abut gendered souls

>>40488267
> 90%
I’d say a similar number for myself

> but i wish they treated my comorbidities first to figure out if my dysphoria would go away
I could be having everything going well in my life, yet I still feel bought down mentally due to my dysphoria (this is mainly at the presence of women my age). However, my dysphoria is amplified when I feel depressed or anxious so you may find it could slightly reduce dysphoria but the thoughts don’t leave you.

>>40474353 (OP)
173 but im thinking about getting height surgery to be taller to balance out proportions. I kinda got shortish legs

Even LGBTQ people and their "allies" expect you to FUCKING HATE YOURSELF. You're an effeminate faggot, a tranny, a woman? Oh guess what they still fucking hate you, you're still a joke. THESE PEOPLE. They still hate you, they're still the same as the people who voted Trump into office, ideologically. At their core, you know they are. Fucking two-faced. When you realize what they are underneath all the fucking games. Straight men are the ones they idolize more than anyone, and you know this.

>>40487219
>>40488272
> wanted to try hypnosis
lol
ig it's what I figured but wasn't sure if I'd be able to get compartmentalized advice on just the depression/anxiety/etc of it all

>>40489002
Yeah hypnosis doesn't work like it does in media but it is good for getting you to loosen up and be more free with information.

>>40475025
You think you've got it rough?
What about your darling repper (repper)
Twinkdeath begins
And she's getting old and manly
I don't think it's very valid
Man Mode Low
But it's all relative my hon cause
No one reps forever!

I'm too afraid to ever interact with my online friends again because of this

Alright. I'm finally broken. Gonna talk to my therapist about microdosing if it helps improve my mood and outlook.

Don't care about myself anymore, so what the hell is the worst that can happen.

cis gay flamers pass better (socially) as women than trans women. The most important distinction between men and women is the complex, nuanced, social web of subtext and mindgames that exists within female-exclusive circles, a skill that trannies inherently lack.

If you are an autistic male you may as well forget about social transition.

>>40489824
> If you are an autistic male you may as well forget about social transition.

I have autism and I know the whole social side of being woman is one I’m not sure if I will be able to crack. I am working on it though by slowly trying to become friends with girls.

My main focus is physical transition since I have a lot stronger body dysphoria than social dysphoria.

>>40489414
huh interesting. idk why i assumed it was totally bunk

>>40489824
Why would I ever see a pepe poster as a human being

>>40489824
I don't relate to cis men really. I fucking hate them whether they're gay or straight

i'm really gonna john 50

>>40485012
I find it funny how when people throw out crack theories that Noelle is trans I don't even bat an eye at it

People keep saying I scare them. The following has happened more times than I can count:
>be me
>walk in any room
>people don't notice me for a few seconds
>then they do
>"holy fuck you scared me anon"
>sometimes they even flinch
This applies to everyone. Men, women, doesn't matter. Is this their way of saying I'm ugly? Every time it's like they're blind and just heard a rustling right behind them. I'm pretty tall, so I shouldn't be that easy to miss.
Just wondering if this is a classic repper experience, like being bullied for acting a bit faggy or scaring women with your creepy aura.

>>40490181
i'm not scary i'm just ugly lol

>>40490181
>Is this their way of saying I'm ugly
No. You 100% are so self aware that you walk silently and have a permanently glum, dissociative expression.

>>40488235
I'm ugly. Biology is cruel. Time is crueller. What else can be said?

Bueno, no lo sé específicamente. Pero creo que mi 1,59 está bien por ahora.

>>40490181
happens to me

>>40490181
People have always seen me as cute in a helpless non-threatening way

Being surrounded by such viciously judgmental people my whole life has broken me. And there's no escape. It's not just 4chan I realize. Knowing that, I don't know why I even want this.

I think I'll give christianity another shot. Even if it ends up being bullshit, having a code of honor and rules on how to live life might help my autistic brain feel better and less overwhelmed by every decision I could make in life.
Hey, maybe God will reward me for my service and turn me into a woman someday. If that happened I'd be the world's most faithful christian overnight.
A man can dream.

>>40490485
Everyone I talk to face-to-face for more than two minutes treats me like I'm some helpless non-threatening child. I'm nearly fucking 6' tall, I don't know why this happens.

>>40490607
Yeah dealing with people you had to step on eggshells around growing up really fucks you up.
>>40490785
Tried that for two decades, didn't work.

I always get disgusted when I remember that women are literally cows that give milk. Seeing a woman lactating is a real turn-off, but it wouldn't be if I were a zoophile. It's kind of the same feeling I get when I pee and see my soft penis in the mirror. I remember that I'm just a primate made to stick my penis in a vagina and produce more animals. So, whatever.

>>40490997
I want to be a horse.

>>40491010
At least your dick will be a lot bigger.

>>40491046
Yeah but he'd be an extreme quickshot, like five seconds quickshot.

i want to be a woman so bad bros, i dont even care that im a disgusting agp freak anymore. but i know if i troon i'll be an ugly boygirl thing, and my life will become way worse
i cant take this shit no more man

>>40490936
It does fuck you up.

>>40491046
Don't even want it. I don't even want it.

>>40491239
As for me, I'm just a schizo, mentally effeminate incel who would like to be treated like a woman in society. To be liked without having to be exceptional, just taking care of my appearance, without being forced to work. To have sex easily, to deceive and extort men—these are the things I'd like to do.

AGP is distressing, but it can be suppressed. Just like anyone else's sexuality.

I wish I could at least talk like a woman, as weird as it sounds

Message to tranny reppers:

The sun rises for you
just know I see your pain
You are more amazing than you think

and whether you transition or not, I wish you all nothing but the best. <3

the bedrotting will continue until g-d turns me into a hot anime girl

anyone else feel like the trans zeitgeist is sharply declining? There was a brief time between 2014 - 2020 where you could transition because you liked wearing panties and watching anime but that era passed as quickly as it arrived. That entire culture has aged even worse than Lolsorandom Epic Bacon memes.

>>40491699
but does the agp remain?

>>40491699
because a rapist and his rapist goons got elected and brainwashed a bunch of retarded sheep people to hate us.

Plus the vast majority of the population is retarded, and hate anything they seem different.

>>40491699
Yep, trannies lost a LOT of steam because they couldn't keep the hons in check.
>noooo they're hecking valid you bigot!!!
It doesn't matter if they're valid or not. All that matters is if they're ugly and/or weird. It's ALL about optics. For some reason, trve trannies refuse to do any genuine effort to separate themselves from the reddit rapehon archetype (transvestic fetishists, not trve AGP/HSTS) and because that type of creature is VERY loud and obnoxious, people generalize and think all troons are that way. From there, it's also super easy for someone that wants influence to demonize the troons and make them seem like an enemy to gain more credibility:
>see? I care about the people. I'm getting rid of those freaks for you!
That and the political climate is just more conservative lately for whatever reason. I think the world just flip-flops every couple of generations.
Trannies NEED to learn how to play the propaganda game. The masses are retarded, they will not listen to reason, but rather emotion. Pic related.

are you balding too?

>>40491876
Yes.

>>40491699
I wanted to be a woman long before 2014 and will desire it long after 2025. How much of a 'zeitgeist' there is or is not, is irrelevant to myself.

Is anyone here a haunted mound fans? are you mounded?

WHY WONT GOD TURN ME TO ANIME GIRL

>>40491769
AGP has always been there, but trans propaganda increased it by 1000%, now it's returning to normal levels.

>>40491796
And it's clear that his influence is enough that it affects even how the LGBT community think. It's no accident.

I'll never be able to be myself. Just that who I want to be will always be hated and wrong even here. Completely alone.

>>40489824
i don't pass socially as a man or a woman. i'm a shut-in who doesn't fit in with anyone or anything, including other shut-ins. start giving advice instead of mockery if you're so funny

i want to be a rich hot anime girl

>>40474353 (OP)
John, 43. How over is it for this anon?

>>40492733
you've got 7 more years to rep, good luck

>>40492735
But Im not joking.

i'm so glad i detransitioned
my libido is finally back as it used to be

>>40492834
Are you repcooming or becoming a repchad breeder

>>40491420
Suppressed agp is dangerous anon

voice training is hard

reject repperdom, become a HonChad

>>40493520
Can't I settle for being a ManmodeMaster?

>>40493553
the reppath leads down many doorways… the art of manmode is not an easy one… but i know a thing or two

I have all these childhood memories of me apparently playing with girls (i have never touched a female ever since i was 10 though)
idk i think my troonbrain is making me think those memories are real
they're not that big of a deal for little kids i guess
dont matter now, i got hairy and balding since i was 13

>>40493634
also yes retarded esl thirdy
agpoids like me wn be like the androphilic ladyboy troons around here anyway

>>40493634
To the best of my knowledge, the first person who I ever made friends with when I first started was a girl. But then after that, I have only ever been friends with boys. But I avoided a lot of social contact with other people when I was around like around 5 in the school playground. But that point I think is most likely because I had undiagnosed autism.

>>40493917
* First started school

>>40491699
Trannies couldn't just come out and say it's a mental illness and HRT is the treatment. Because of that everyone treats it like a joke.

My transition failed, I’m a man. In my soul and mind. Trooning out as a real man mef agp tocd rogd means you never had a chance and should rope for being pornbrained. I am dying

idk about the trvetroons but the treatment to agp is not hrt its just cooming more and/or healthy compartmentalization of fetish and reality

>>40494685
I’m gooning

>>40494685
I don’t want to get to being 70 and I’m still gooning while wearing a dress

>>40494698
good choice
>>40494723
not as good

>>40494683
I believe self perception has a lot to do with how well your transition turns out, if you can see yourself as a woman in your mind and feel it in your soul, then your body will follow.

>>40494685
bro stop gooning to marcille shes for lesbians

are reppers allowed to self insert into yuri

>>40494799
Yeah this
I am a man
There is no real dysphoria
Just gooning agp mef shit
It’s over before I was born
I’ll die on my birthday like I planned

>>40494827
corrective cishet dicking or affirming troonsbian gocking, your choice

>You're such a coward for not transitioning

Bro go to the zoo and fist fight a tiger if you think doing scary shit is automatically good.

>>40494853
is it better to self insert into yuri fiction as a repper, or to be a transbian irl?

>>40494860
shes built for falin gock bro

>>40494873
I concede
also i will self insert as falin

>>40494856
please don't kill yourself, rather than finding the oblivion you seek, you will enter a state of mind akin to a broken record, repeating your cycle of self loathing for an eternity.

>>40494903
Already doing it
I’m dead
There is no coming home
There is no better life
There is no transitioning or becoming my real self
I’m dead meat

>>40494896
thats fine just take your meds sweetie

>>40494915
please dont

>>40494915
im serious please dont kill yourself

>>40494915
please

>>40494755
I love gooning!
>>40494853
>>40494827
>>40494860
>>40494873
>>40494896
Based! Falin is great transbian rep

>>40494915
please...

>>40494928
>>40494959
>>40494980
Why? Why do you care?
Besides my birthday is next year. I still have time to plan it out etc. it will be ok. Nobody lives forever. All those memories, the pain, the nice moments. They too will be with me forever.

>>40495007
well you genuinely scared me, ok? and why wouldn't i care? just because we're strangers? you're still a living being, one who shares my struggle as well.

>>40494869
irl transbian
>never lonely
>high 24/7 on the fent that makes you an eepy puppy
>always either having sex or partaking in her dope hobby
self-inserter repper
>hikkineet
>no friends bc he's awful to be around
>scared to do anything
this is an impossible choice, to be honest

>>40495037
I wish I was a trutrans transbian that just turned 20 :(

>>40495025
Sorry for that but you shouldn’t care

I like to fantasize about being a sexy anime babe with long flowing hair and giant melons who walks around all day being stared at by men.

>>40495060
sorry but i care. i dont want any of my /repgen/ sisters to kill themselves.

>>40495037
irl transbian
>has to date non-anime girl 3dpds
>0% chance of being an anime girl
idk im not convinced

It wasnt anime I blame Johnny Bravo, Jimmy Neutron and Kids nex door

>>40495060
would you like to be friends?

>>40495060
dont get me wrong i won't be all pity "please dont kill yourself" if you dont want me to, i've spent years researching the hereafter so i can offer interesting conversation if you wish.

I cant get rid of this fucking curse

>>40495184
I’m not able to
For this I’m truly most sorry
>>40495237
If you want to talk you’ll find me here
>>40495084
Sorry. I’m nobodies sister just a gooner mef agp tocd non dysphoric male who failed to transition and become part of the girls and be likeable and make meaningful relationships ships and be a girl. Porn addiction ruined me. Lol goon goon

>>40495276
does it cause you pain that you cannot be a woman?

>>40495297
I feel nothing about anything
What a loaded question illiciting a specific response

>>40495297
No
Actually

No, I wish I was Peter Steele

>>40495131
ok desu i think i watched those too, also teenage robot girl and totally spies, and kim possible
>>40495276
GOON ETERNAL
>become part of the girls and be likeable and make meaningful relationships
lol nobler ambition than me i dont think i have anything besides pornbrain that feeds my agp troon desires

>>40495324
Yeah i liked teenage robot, but I thought I wasn't supposed to watch it because it starred a girl

>>40495324
I’m goon
The other desire was the twisted hakftrith I created to not die
The real original truth is I’m just a mef agp tocd
That’s all there is to it
I admit if

>>40495378
So real
I stopped watching girl shows after I the age of 11-12

>>40495378
>but I thought I wasn't supposed to watch it because it starred a girl
too real i remember “begrudgingly” watching the girl shows as a kid and feeling embarrassed even though i was alone i think it was just that i was enjoying them but knew i shouldn't be. powerpuff girls was my shit

>>40495399
>>40495413
Funny looking back because i don't think it's really even accurate to call those girl shows. Totally spies definitely was though, and I did like that before my brother made fun of me for it

>>40495450
>Totally spies definitely was though
yeah, that show was something. made by adult male gooners targeting adolescent girls.
>and I did like that before my brother made fun of me for it
lmao mef to the core

im lowkey kinda pissed that my sister was a tomboy because there kind of stopped being excuses to watch girly shows when she was clearly not interested :/

I FUCKING HATE AUSTRALIANS THEY ARE TAKING AWAY MY ANIME VIDEO GAMES AGAIN FUCKING CUNTS THAT'S THE ONLY WAY I'M ABLE TO COPE

>>40495450
My family did start making me fun for things as a child
But I think I was purely male anyway and was just exploring and needed to be pushed in the right directions, like obviously boys dont wear heels and lipstick and have long hair or nice nails or are anything but manly…

>>40495548
Agp child lmao

>>40495465
>sister was a tomboy
Tranny gene proven correct.

I'm going to kill myself and then myself

>>40495390
based admitter
>>40495378
also strawberry shortcake, fml that was embarassing to be caught watching on the tv room
anyway giwtwm picrel

I have a few questions on things that seem oddly correlated to tranny thoughts. I'm wondering if we were just doomed to this existence from birth.
Are you taller than average?
What's your digit ratio?
Do you have any other mental illnesses?
Do you have a connective tissue disorder?

>>40495628
>taller than average
6’1”
>digit ratio 1st and 3rd about the same so 1:1
>mental illnesses
depression, anxiety, substance abuse
>connective tissue disorder
no lol not true trans

3dpd moids (me) cant become anime girls.
repping really is the only good option.

>>40481355
Could it be that you are debating between your duty to society (very natural and acceptable, even if it's partially influenced by the education/hopes given to you as a man), and what your heart desire?
I, have thought the same for a long time, being a big fan of the images posted here with this dichotomy represented. But I have decided that I will try to do both, as there is only one life and only my way.

>>40495628
>Are you taller than average?
In general no, but I'm taller than the rest of my family. They're shorties.
>What's your digit ratio?
Resembles the female average.
>Do you have any other mental illnesses?
Other than ones comorbid to GD, I have ADHD.
>Do you have a connective tissue disorder?
Yes, hyperflexibility.

>>40495628
>Height
I guess 6ft is a little taller than average
>mental illness
Got some pretty extreme ocd
>connective tissue
Know next to nothing about that, got some fucked up joints and I can hyperextend them all
>>40496080
A lot of people rely on my physical strength

>>40496524
People really are a mirror of oneself.
There are techniques to carry someone heavier than you.
Nobody can live the life you want to live but yourself.
Be true to mankind. Be true to yourself.

>>40495628
Taller than the average (Spain). Although zommers are taller (thanks God).
My shrine believes I'm autistic and although we discarded ADHD with a test, we believe I am hyperactive.
I can bent the knees quite a lot more than full extension.
I remember a friend telling her little sister to not comment on it. I found it funny and a bit weird.

I sometimes browse TERF twitter as a form of self-harm

>>40495628
>height
average for a woman but too short as a man
>mental illnesses
adhd & depression, likely several undiagnosed issues
>connective tissue disorder
hyperextended elbows and knees, also have an auto-immune disease that developed arthritis-like symptoms

is repmaxxing good for you instead of turning yourself into a freaky ucky yucky fridge bodied looney tranny?

>>40492917
both i guess
i really want a gf...

>>40496080
I don't want to do this as a duty for society, but rather as a duty to myself. I've been given the gift of existence, and I'd rather not waste it in an average, boring life when I don't know if I'll get another shot when this one expires. This dichotomy of philosophy comes from a single question: do I go gentle into that good night? Do I give into meaninglessness and accept my role as a speck of dust in this world, or do I rage against the universe, even if it's futile in the end? There's no wrong answer, really.

>But I have decided that I will try to do both, as there is only one life and only my way.
I suppose this is the optimal way to go about it. But easier said than done. Frankly I love the idea of an emperor that mixes the male and the female. If a being a had a man's strength and a woman's beauty, they would be unstoppable (using strength and beauty as a general term for the advantages each sex has, this is not only about their literal meaning).
I honestly think you're right, but I still have no idea how I'd apply this in my actual life just yet.

>>40496781
I contemplate this often.

Becoming a gym bro was the worst decision of my life. I can't reverse how my bones grew

>>40497422
Did you take hgh?
Gymbro and tranny are two sides of the same coin

>>40497435
Hgh? Is that like steroids? No

>>40497422
this is silly because i'm considering localized gh injections for my hips

I think I just want to be an unaging super feminine man. Just imagine:
>as beautiful and soft as a woman, forever
>people would treat you more kindly because you're good looking
>no period pain digging into you every month
>no loss in physical abilities
>no need to deal with the incredibly complex social web women have
Why couldn't god make men pretty forever :(

>>40491540
Posts like this always looks sarcastic

I dont have gender dysphoria but im jelous of some trans women

>>40496702
Pls dont. It really fucks with your mental health.

I still like to use X because there are politicians I like that use C so I’ve managed to kinda train the algorithm to receive mostly trans positive stuff. (Also had to block jk Rowling)

starting to go bald folks... stressing me out and stress is making it worse. thick fucking body hair for some reason, kill me now

>>40498410
i think this was one of my last repper copes. i had managed to come to terms with not hating women, i saw them as completely separate from myself in a goddess type way, but trans women really brought out some ugliness that i thought i had killed off back when i was 15. anyway take your meds

>>40485012
His sister is a tranny

>>40499077
Finasteride and minoxidil asap

>>40495628
- no I'm noticeably shorter than average
- ring and index fingers are almost equal, maybe barely longer ring finger by like a micrometer
- probably avoidant personality disorder and slight depression
- no

>>40495628
No
1:1
Anxiety, OCD, depression
Hyperflexible, suspected Ehler Danlos but not diagnosed.

I remember someone else a few years ago drawing connections between transgenderism, tissue disorders, AND paranormal experiences.

i am thinking about playing around with nail polish just as an outlet because i can't bear repressing myself 24/7 with no figurative relief valve
will it help or will it just make everything worse and resurface a lot of feelings and make me depressed

>>40474353 (OP)
>Are you content with your height?
at 179cm I am more disturbed that I am not 180cm, around 5'10 in freedom unit

>>40495628
>Are you taller than average?
no lol tons of zoomers tower over me
>What's your digit ratio?
a bit towards fem range from just seeing it from above but measured with caliper gave me male range :(
>Do you have any other mental illnesses?
I'm not officially diagnosed with anything, so I'm just normal I think
>Do you have a connective tissue disorder?
I have a crooked little finger from a soccer accident years ago, does that count?

>>40499621
idk if I'd call it a relief valve but I enjoy doing my nails. feel like it at least makes me not seem super offputting
>>40495628
exactly average
ring slightly longer than index
depression/anxiety at the least
not that I'm aware of?

>>40495628
174 cm
7/8 = 0.875
depression, anxiety, some signs of borderline personality
not that i know of, bad joints tho.like every part of my body cracks like an old oak tree

>>40499374
finasteride makes body hair longer and it's for lifetime use cause it start balding again when you stop

>>40499698
Its a lifetime thing but at least youre not bald.

>>40495628
>>40496524
Forgot to mention my ring finger is way longer than my index. Not sure what the connection with that is though

>>40499621
as long as it draws your attention it'll probably make you depressed. maybe try trimming it a little less short longer nails feels good and people don't often notice it as much as them being painted

>>40499712
fair.
losing hair is the one thing that's tempting me to start taking E desu. everything else is still bearable

>tfw too afraid to get electro
should i just keep repping

Any other reppers here love reading pessimist literature?

>>40495628
i'm about 5'11"
index finger is a little longer than my ring finger i dont have a ruler so i cant do all the math
i am autistic and just generally retarded
i have hypermobility

>>40495450
>I did like that before my brother made fun of me for it

Older brothers are fucking awful.

>>40499332
Its a big "trust me bro", but i know two of his childhood friends, and one of them told me.

>>40501409
>i have hypermobility
>index finger is a little longer than my ring finger i dont have a ruler so i cant do all the math

I don't have either of these things so I'm a fake.

>>40501749
Im jk lol I just lie when im bored

>>40495628
I thought at one point I might have Ehler-Danlos syndrome but I don't think so really. No hyperflexibility

>>40501755
i still have a browbone like a neanderthal and shoulders like a rugby player so dont feel too bad for yourself

New thread:
>>40502722
>>40502722
>>40502722