QOTT: Are you content with your height?
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>>40474353 (OP)
171cm, pretty happy overall, could be better but its okay

what happened to cureanon

>>40474376
accepted herself as a non transitioning tranny, became crystalia, and left.
READ THE ARCHIVE (im miss her sm anon)

>>40474353 (OP)
190cm

>>40474353 (OP)
I pray to god every day wishing someone would saw my legs in half :(

I want to be a cute 12 year old anime girl

>>40474481
The highest based possible, existing outside time in Eternity with the Supreme Creator.

I want to be a HOT anime girl (exact age dont matter but i want to look eternally young and breedable)

>>40474353 (OP)
5’10 and gangly, no I’m not
I remember wishing to be shorter from about 13 onwards. I had a shorter friend and he was better proportioned overall and cute. Meanwhile I looked like a stretched out skeleton, all long limbs

6ft works very well for presenting male, but it's the main reason I rep

sometimes i remember im alive and will die someday and my heart races for a minute or so
then i fall in a haze again
how do i stop that

>>40475025
fucking abysmal music taste nonny

5,6 men like me bc im short woman like me bc they are short and im not a ogrehon who will be impassable so im very okay with it

>>40475044
nta but fuck you oingo boingo fu cks

>>40475063
at least have the common decency to like devo or gary numan or something instead of that neurospicy gayden bullshit

>>40475081
dude devo is good too but oingo boingo is good for the fact that its able to depict mental health problems and themes liek obsession pedophillia loneliness insanity homicidal ideation etc etc in this sing song jovial manner . like that shit speaks to me man

>>40475081
what did danny elfman do to you

>>40475125
>what did danny elfman do to you
make gay bullshit music for people who pretend to have autism/adhd for woke clout

>>40475025
I get this sometimes but not the fear of death
Just suddenly being horribly aware that I’m piloting this meat puppet and wondering who the fuck I am
Sometimes when I wake up out of a deep sleep suddenly I literally don’t know who or where I am for minute until my brain switches back on

how do i stop being so sensitive over everything, i'm so tired of becoming sad and jumpy over basically nothing, like people never reaching out to me

>>40474353 (OP)
I guess. 5'4"/5" sounds great on paper if you wanna be a woman, but my proportions are very masculine, even as a skinny skeleton, so it's kinda spoiled.
Maybe I could get leg-lengthening surgery to make my leg-to-torso ratio more feminine. I won't, but it's an interesting idea.

how do i stop having this peter pan ass kind of dysphoria /lgbt/. i don't want to be here forever

>>40474353 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40475551
i'm 29, 190cm tall, in a conservative country and at a conservative company. ngmi

>>40475551
why did you make the manmoder a passoid

>>40475551
I did then I stopped, I'll go on it again in my late 20s

>>40475931
Why postpone it?

how do i improve my visualization abilities? i have realized there is no differece between the real world and my imagination. if i close my eyes, that world is as real to me as the material realm.
both are merely creations of the mind based on information the brain could gather.
the only thing stopping me from becoming a mind god is my visualization being shit, even though i've been a maladaptive daydreamer my whole life.
i'm so close to having godhood in my hands, help me repbros

>>40476109
I need to get my shit together and there are a lot of aspects of T that I like

>>40476120
i don't know nona i have aphantasia

>>40476135
how about staying on T for the rest of your life instead?

>>40476120
Train lucid dreaming?

>>40476313
I don't really want to do that

>>40474661
i want to be a HOT anime girl (preferably in her early 20s)

>>40473448
>There is no better dynamic for him
yes there is, it's called manmoding on HRT so that dysphoria hurts you less and you don't lash out at those who try to support you.
Reppers were told repeatedly to not create connections with people, to jot date, if they are deadset on fully repping
REppers are the one who choose to fully rep instead of treating their condition, it's their responsibility if this choice makes them unable to act normally with people.
If you expect people to be around you and be your thetapist, at least take the basic steps to be act normal - in case of reppers this means manmoding on HRT, laser on face, avoiding mirrors, all that stuff.
If the tranny in question fully dropped the repper instead of telling them "sorry, I realized I can't do this anymore, it's too difficult for me to try to hold you in an ok state" - yeah that's very shitty

>>40475025
>>40475044
>>40475063
>>40475081
as a tranny, I like a few of oingo boingo songs.
I remember "weird science" was used in the 90s TV spinoff of the movie that was syndicated in my country, and there was an episode where Lisa turned the 2 guys into girls because they asked her to explain the woman experience to them.
It's weird re-watching old shit that made my tranny brain click when I was a kid now that I'm an actual tranny

>>40476435
why not? it wouldn't change your body much in your late 20s, you might as well forget about it

>>40476878
there's a lot of shit that goes down in 30s which i definitely want to avoid
in terms of general health i would say E passes T around that time too

>>40476120
Practice honestly
I know of artists who taught themselves this until they can imagine 80% of a drawing before they even start it

Thinking about publicly coming out to everyone I know as a gender dysphoric male so everyone I know understands why I am the way I am, and that I can exist fine so why should transitioning occur? Given how mentally secure I am it would make a good case that gender dysphoria does not require treatment

>>40477487
I did this. Don't do that. It forever changes how people look at you. You're basically one step removed from being a tranny and if they ever get pissy at you they will bring it up, and it's just overall awkward for little gain. What are they supposed to do? Hype you up? Who cares. Depressed men are dime a dozen these days. You're just another one of them in everyone else's eyes. You are doing a cry for attention. Leave that to the women. Deal with it.

What would a repper do if he were to follow the Dao? Would he repress even more, as transitioning is not a natural behavior, or would he transition? Is it in an AGPs nature to want to present that way? If so, is repping against the Dao?

>>40476804
>Try to support you

every tranny friend I've ever had just constantly bugged me to transition or hinted at it incessantly. god it was so annoying. Reppers shouldn't have troon friends.

>>40477487
I did this, but everyone suspected I was gender dysphoric before I said a word about it regardless. I'd hazard a guess that it helped me by allowing people around me to talk about this aspect of myself without awkwardness.

> it would make a good case that gender dysphoria does not require treatment
Who cares? The two sides of the debate on gender dysphoria are the one which believes it is always improved by treatment and the one which believes anything above you fucking off and keeping it to yourself is unacceptable. Who are you making this case to?

>>40477602
> god it was so annoying
people who don't understand boundaries make terrible friends whether they're trans or not. people in my life most annoying about telling me to transition are cis chasers and other reppers hoping they can live out their fantasies through me. the true nonas are all very chill about it after i laid out clearly that i do not enjoy this kind of teasing

>>40477487
This one's a mixed bag. I told my friends how i felt while extremely drunk a long time ago, and they're very good friends so they wanted to help me figure it out, but all I needed was to just admit it to someone. So aside from it being brought up a few times and them definitly telling their girlfriends (probably to excuse my misogynistic behavior) I've just pretended nothings wrong. The downside is knowing that they know actually makes the dysphoria 1000 times worse

I have two sides.
One is extremely ambitious that wants to conquer the world, creating a new world order that will send mankind into a golden age, my name being remembered for millenia.
The other just wants to be a normal woman with a normal job, eventually quitting to become a full time mom, and hopes to find some happiness in this dull world.
The current world elite has beamed my brain with the tranny beam so I couldn't achieve my glorious mission and topple their disgusting order. Truly horrific creatures.
Am I alone in this?

>>40478659
> average zoomer rnx

>>40478659
it’s always just grandiose ideas. i can never actually put any of that inspiration into motion. SAD! born to be cucked by ROGD from a smartphone

>>40478659
Every moid like that pretty much

>>40477599
Sunflower Method, either turns you into a eunuch or a woman depending on the media.

>>40478659
Why not integrate them and dream of being Queen Elizabeth or something?

>>40474875
I feel the same way anon

Closeted in 2025 is actually crazy lmao, so fascinated by how easily you people waste the one life you get to live on this earth with this shit

>>40479889
Being a tranny isn't like just being gay, because it's also effected by your physical appearance. Nobody wants to be a hon.

>>40480090
A lot of women are also born ugly, this comment is honestly very telling about your real intentions. You don't feel an urge to become a women, you just want to be pretty

>>40480153
nta but you are retarded. what you are saying is if someone doesn't want to throw away everything in their life just to be a nonpassing freak, then they aren't transgender? interesting.

>>40480208
Yeah that's what i'm saying, if your need to become a women isn't strong enough for you to change then you're not really trans. You just like jerking off to the thought of it

>>40480232
thank god then i am not trans! gg
why didn't i think about this before

>>40480232
repping isn't real, based

>>40480246
Good job finally getting it, you're just agp

>>40480262
ok imma inject my diy hormones now hoping i get reverse dysphoria so i can confirm i am not trans

>>40480296
Your dysphoria was never real if you're sat around doing nothing about it

Why don't you just crossdress?

>>40480311
kys

>>40480326
truth hurts huh?

>>40480337
even if it was true, it would not matter, since trannies without dysphoria are hecking valid too, chud.

>>40480311
Holy shit im cured. I cant believe I was just a normal guy all along. Who woulda thought!

>>40480367
funny thing is you'll pull every excuse you get to do nothing because you're a fucking pussy lmao. One life you get to live on this earth, remember that

>>40480367
based

>>40480386
ok, chud.

>>40480314
I do sometimes

what tricks do people use to cope i seriously want to kms sometimes

>>40474353 (OP)
When I compare my height to other men, I am satisfied with my height. However when I compare my height with woman, I feel wrong.

Overall for the most part I am satisfied when it comes to trying to pass it will screw me over a lot .

>>40479889
>how easily you people waste
because the alternative is hard and scary
i'm scared of being out in public and getting hatecrimed or going to the camps because they decide to make estrogen illegal and actually enforce it this time
>>40480232
>if your need to become a women isn't strong enough for you to change then you're not really trans.
true but it still fucking sucks thinking about this
>>40480311
>if you're sat around doing nothing about it
i've tried hrt enough times to know i'm not trans but i can't stop thinking about it

I hate women
I realized I dont want to be them though, I just want to be a hot anime girl instead
trooning out becomes much less appealing once u remind urself of this