>>40478737
I should've figured as much. Goes to show who I truly am supposed to be.

>>40479225
The problem is that it's not only an appearance thing, but those two sides possess completely opposite philosophical outlooks. One dreams of conquering the world not because he wants ro rule over others, but to prove to himself he can do it. He knows his kingdom wil fall eventually, and yet he marches on anyways.
The latter is more of a "go with the flow" thing. She accepts things are not permanent and that attachment to material goods only brings suffering later on, so she attemps to free herself from grandiose desire altogether, changing herself instead of the world.
They're both right, but I can be only one of these.
Besides, what kind of respected ruler takes HRT? If he can't control his impulses to be a woman even as his physical body cannot accomodate that, then he's probably bound to fail.

>>40481077
True. Anime is an infohazard for developing brains. If anime didn't exist we could've been (mostly) well-adjusted, normal men.

Sorry if these replies sound absolutely psychotic, this is the only way I found to word what goes on inside my brain somewhat comprehensibly.