>>40924051
WEW. 30. That was a rough one. I remembered having dreams of being in a band, a filmmaker, an author. When none of those dreams were met by 30, I just sperged out and threw everything I created away. I thought my life was over. Oh, man it doesn't get any better though. You don't know what lonely is. I mean, I never had young qt's look at me in high school or in my teens, but once you're well into your 40's, youre literally 1000% invisible to them. At least there's still a handful of women around my age who I consider to be fairly attractive, fit and passable. I literally look like the Frozen Fish Sticks dude. I need to shave my whole already balding gray head and beard so I look a few years younger. If I'm too lazy to shave my pubes, I'll pluck out the gray pubes just in case I get lucky with one of those "passable" ladies. Ah, fuck. who am i kidding? I'll forever be alone. It's a good thing I'm used to it, but I'm really not. Every time I see a young qt now, my heart feels like a wasp's nest. It stings brose. sometimes it hurts really bad inside