Thread 40924005

I am 25 years old.
How long do I have left to live?
I am going insane.
I feel lonely.

>>40924005 (OP)
I'm 32 and I don't even want to live another 30 like this. My life is always in shambles no matter how hard I try. I am also extremely lonely

>>40924005 (OP)
Probably at least 75 more years

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>>40924051
Well, to cope with feelings of loneliness you can always enjoy porn. I fapped like 6 times yesterday or something. Works wonders

>>40924005 (OP)
31 and feeling the same, I wish I could rope, can't believe I have to keep going

hahahh keep goin bro

Halloween rave

>>40924005 (OP)
At this time it is important you do not succumb to misery. Happiness and positive emotion are required to have agency and control over your life. Periods of intense unhappiness overwhelm the intellect and drown out all knowledge of anything but itself. I believe these intense negative periods arise from the body, they are a physical reaction to a discrepancy between desire and reality, you cannot stop them or block them out. This bodily unhappiness is like an ocean wave, a temporary thing which passes over you and simply cannot maintain itself after it breaks. But the intellect can then carry this misery and prolong it indefinitely, allowing each successive wave to push you further down. Instead, you must wait out each wave of misery, then stand upright again after it has passed. Regain your calm intellect, and recompose your happiness. This becomes easier and easier as you practice it with discipline and gain strength in your legs.While miserable you are incapable of thinking, you are essentially unconscious. You must treat the miserable periods like narcoleptic episodes, wait them out and rest your soul, and emerge from them again and again back into some form of your true self. A happy self which is always there, and is only momentarily hidden away from you.

Suffering builds character.
I have lots of character.

I’m 36. It gets much worse, friend. Enjoy the now, even if it’s terrible.

You do not have to participate.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a-3QpNWCLKw

>>40924005 (OP)

The key is not to take life too seriously. Not saying it's easy, but people take their amenities for granted.

>>40924961
that's a lie. it doesn't have to get worse if you are psychological sound
it's never going to be perfect, sure. but it also doesn't have to be suffering

>>40925148
Your body will gradually degrade and the world is filled with shitty people. If you aren't suffering yet, you will.

>>40924005 (OP)
Don't dwell on it so much, faggot
https://youtu.be/mL-CnhbNvYU?si=CvX-yVLNe-Xt83aq

>>40924005 (OP)
You feel lonely only because you cannot stand yourself, and subsequently others cannot stand you. Be at peace with yourself and you will find others who are similar, otherwise all of your social interactions will be a facade as you attract incomplete people using you and the engagements you provide as a way to distract from their own being.

>>40924051
Have you considered that “trying” is the reason you are where you are? If following your will is what led to you being where you are then why do you assume more of your own will, your own effort, and your own grit will be capable of leading out of it? You cannot be lifted out of a hole if your response is to keep digging it.

>>40924005 (OP)
I just turned 25 a week ago. im gonna kill myself in my 30s so I probably have 10 years max left.

>>40924251
thats the worst way to cope with being incel, especially doing it 6 times. but im gonna assume your like 15 because you sound like a teenager.

>>40925092
You have around a 1 in 400 trillion chance of being born. 50% of all humans that existed never reached 20. Life might suck, but might as well hang around to experience all the ups and downs.

>>40925148
Everything gets worse. Happiness is accepting that.

>>40925601
>Muh 6 gorillion chance
There is a fifty fifty chance. You are either born or you aren't

>>40925426
Literally nothing wrong with fapping
I am not an incel nor a teenager
Please, do not speak to me again if you are going to just make assumptions and say nonsense.

Suicide is pathetic btw

>>40924005 (OP)
>frogposting
deserved

Life has been pretty shit so far for me. Objectively I probably should've ended it in my 20s but I've gotten pretty good at deluding and numbing myself.

Right now I'm interested in watching the humanity show. It's pretty entertaining if you're able to emotionally disconnect from the tragedy of it. It looks like we're on the edge of making a machine god and I'm very interested in what that means for the species.

>>40924005 (OP)
Don't worry about it.
Should you pass away before normal service life, a new unit will be manufactured to replace you.
Your allocated placement will not be disrupted to any noticeable degree.

Come on boys follow me through the portal

I think about all the suffering I had to endure in life, school, health, etc and I wonder, what its all for? It literally wont matter when I die,

Seriously this life..nothing what you do is important, you will die anyways. Its like playing a game, sweating so hard and everything resets at the end. Lol. Why bother

>>40924005 (OP)
Good go insane
Break open the world by not treating it like it’s real
Not giving a fuck is the power of god

>>40926246
Anon, I feel the same way. The only way I have tried to fix it is by trying to find God. I have not yet but I have Hope.

There are three possibilities. There is nothing after we die, there is something but it is a malicious loose farm/forced mind wipe, or it is like waking up from a dream and being in the most Loving embrace. And a lot of people who get super high or have NDEs say it's the last one.

Nothing really gives you faith/motivation once you've lost it. I recommend friends, booze, and looking up at the night sky with them around a campfire. And if no friends, then doge or kot. I also suggest praying. Offer up to God what problems you have that are too big for you. I feel like those ones, the non-bullshit ones, He actually tries to not be so mysterious in his help about.

I love you guys

>>40924005 (OP)
get some sunlight and start explore within, do meditation.

>>40926117
Couldn't I just make the rope hole bigger and walk right in?

>>40924005 (OP)
I don't feel lonely but I hate being alive here. I think to myself what if I won the lottery and could do whatever I want, and I still feel like I'd be incredibly unhappy. It'd just be me desperately trying to make the physical world as good as it seems in my fantasies. I'd be happier if rich sure, but not truly as joyous as I know I'd be in death. If life is a lesson, I truly feel I've learnt all I need to and am eagerly awaiting death. If I'm still here by next year I'm offing myself.

>>40924251
bro you're like 14 get out of here before it's too late

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>>40924051
all you have to do is play recreational sports to break you out of being a depressed pussy. i don't even think depression is real

So much bad and predictable advice in here, so I might as well add something.
One thing that gives me hope is that other planes and dimensions seem to exist. Do some research, try some hallucinogens or whatever. Just stop with the mundane and get on the/a path.
I really think there is hope, even if you just learn to Astral project. It's literally opening entire new dimensions that most people ignore and or deny. If it's true, doesn't that fact in and of itself go a long way in explaining why we are so miserable? Think about what it means.
There is a ton of info in the archives but I'd urge you to read an actual book. We humans suck at telephone and always leave the most important parts out.

>>40929134
One place to start is Monroe's Journeys out of the Body.

>>40924005 (OP)
If it's any consolation, this is an epidemic. Shit family, shit job where they're treated like shit. No one that gives a fuck about them. Have never legitimately known what love is for feels like in any form. There are millions of men in this country alone that are in the exact same position.

>>40924051
WEW. 30. That was a rough one. I remembered having dreams of being in a band, a filmmaker, an author. When none of those dreams were met by 30, I just sperged out and threw everything I created away. I thought my life was over. Oh, man it doesn't get any better though. You don't know what lonely is. I mean, I never had young qt's look at me in high school or in my teens, but once you're well into your 40's, youre literally 1000% invisible to them. At least there's still a handful of women around my age who I consider to be fairly attractive, fit and passable. I literally look like the Frozen Fish Sticks dude. I need to shave my whole already balding gray head and beard so I look a few years younger. If I'm too lazy to shave my pubes, I'll pluck out the gray pubes just in case I get lucky with one of those "passable" ladies. Ah, fuck. who am i kidding? I'll forever be alone. It's a good thing I'm used to it, but I'm really not. Every time I see a young qt now, my heart feels like a wasp's nest. It stings brose. sometimes it hurts really bad inside

>>40929146
Jumping on this comment, "the gateway process" contains unimaginable power beyond most peoples' comprehension. Be very careful, once pandora's box is open, it cannot be closed.

30 here
I can't wait to die