>>82251154
The reason I haven't killed myself is because I'm a pussy too, but moreso I'm too paranoid. I'm a Christian, I don't want to end up burning in hell for a dumb mistake. Although according to my logic my 16 year old friend is currently burning in hell as we speak, although I don't like thinking about that and I'd rather believe otherwise. I don't know what gods plan for me is, but it seems like he's being neglectful over me, and thinking he's doing a test just makes me feel egotistical
