I really need to sleep. I should nap. But I can't nap, if I nap I won't be able to sleep. And I don't know how to nap. When I try to nap I just lay there half conscious and feel even worse afterwards. I should drink coffee. But I've never touched that stuff in my life. Someone said I looked absolutely fucked today. This is the cost of clean living, I guess. What do I even do now? Every choice is wrong, shit gets rusty, every door is locked.