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>hard time finding anyone appealing
It might just be that I am attracted to femininity to such a degree I took a little bit of it for myself but every single maledom I see is a gradient from "Probably just thinks these girls will be a easy fuck" to "Immediate serial killer vibes". Always feel bad for what slave girls actually have to try and attract.
There's meetups in my city but Ive not been. Not yet. If I did own a slave that would actually make me want to attend them more.
> desperation, need and want to be owned by another
Yeah you see what I mean about a slave having to beg really hard before she can convince me that she is safe to have all of these dehumanizing things done to her? This is exactly why.
They actually are serious about entrusting their life to someone else. They can and will actually give their passports to people who aren't going to get bored of ruling over them after a few days. Its a big part of why I feel even more concern and want to protect them even more.
>have them shape me completely how they want
You do at least understand what is at the core of what a Master gets out of this arrangement. Being able to reshape someone to that degree, it's just the ultimate expression of what this lifestyle is.
You are really silly and really cute though. I know you'll make someone some fine property one day. Since all the slaves seem to love getting orders from a internet stranger here I want you to go into your kitchen and just kneel infront of the sink for 10 minutes. Not even holding a painful pose or anything, should still do a slave position just whatever one is most comfortable. Reflect on how one day you will have a equal amount of rights as every appliance in that kitchen, and what you are doing right now might be a common occurrence too, as you spend a lot of time simply waiting for additional orders.