I did something bad, something that hurt someone I cared for dearly, I had to pretend to be something I wasn't, I don't know if this hurt them, I would like to think that they didn't get hurt because of my actions, but that would be coping. But after someone did to me something almost as vile, almost as horrific, I was panicking for the first few days over it but now I realized that maybe that was my price to pay for what I did, sword met with an equally horrifying sword, it doesn't make it okay it doesn't make any of it okay, but I at least now cope with what I did a bit better, even if it doesn't make any of it okay, I can at least understand punishment for my actions, and to them who I wronged I wish I could say I'm sorry.

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I don't think that's how people usually think, or at least that's not how I react to people trying to help me. Usually when you go through the effort of fixing someone it creates a sense of undying loyalty and devotion in them and a desire from them to "pay it back" in some way. Or at least, I'd like to think so. The few times people have reached out to help me in the past I've always felt eternally grateful and tried to reciprocate whenever possible.

You gotta be careful though because there's a lot of NEETs out there that just wanna use you for a place to stay and will abandon you as soon as they get a tiny bit of confidence. It helps with us older men that they at least know what they want out of life and aren't gonna suddenly change their mind about dating a hag, I suppose.

i only like people right up until the moment they make me cum
then its back to kenshi.. i ddont enjoy lying about how much i "love" them rly i dont buuuut i rly would rather play a singleplayer game for a while or take a nap

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