>>76471195
>Why can't you learn to lose weight in an enjoyable manner?
Honestly, because I'm too fat and doing it in an "enjoyable manner" is too slow, I don't want this to take 2 or 3 years, I want it to take 1 year and I'm okay with sacrificing a little bit of enjoyment and health for a significantly faster weight loss. If I was just a bit overweight and started at say 90kg then whatever, I could go slow, but I'm morbidly obese, I started at 165kg 4 months ago, and I'm 123kg right now, still morbidly obese. If I was just chilling with a 1000 calorie deficit like everybody tells you to I would be at like 142kg right now. I'm addicted seeing the number on the scale go down every day and every day that wake up, take a piss and I see my scale stagnate or go up it makes me sad, instantly ruins my day and makes me jump off a bridge, even if I always know that I didn't at all break my diet and it's just water, it still makes me feel like shit. I want to be 100kg by the end of the year and 70kg by April. I don't want to be a fatty in my next birthday, I want to enjoy cake(and not puke it). So I decided to do it in a "non enjoyable way" and then once I hit my goal weight I'll just go to a nutritionist, do a calorimetry exam or something to figure out my exact TDEE and just switch to eating at maintenance. Answers your question?