>>42373454
>dad died recently
>emotionally destroyed my family
>only held together because we kept close to each other
>if I disappeared out of nowhere it'd destroy my mom and brother
I'd legitimately drive myself crazy trying to get back here, I'd be staying up longer than Twilight looking for an answer, pressing Celestia and Luna for some alicorn magic, probably hit Discord with a chair if he can't help me, I would straight up refuse to accept being there until I was able to at least reassure them and let them know I'm alive