>>41064951
Well then, most excellent that's exactly how it works. How about this young man, set yourself a one year goal (your desire), a one month goal, and a one week goal, all working in achievable steps to your final goal (the one year goal).
"We underestimate what we can do in one month but overestimate what we can do in one day" - Unknown
Imagine a year, setting month by month goals and achieving them....... The power is with you you're just wanting things too quickly in my opinion... if you're in good shape things should fall into place if you take up ONE hobby, such as painting warhammer figures (look, if cash is a problem buy colored pencils blank paper and draw stuff) to diversify your brain activity.
An instrument, or learning a new language (EASY, not difficult to learn) will activate your brain in a way drugs would only dream to.....
I'm just brain storming here.... the world is your oyster
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcEUfOa5Ca4&list=RDVjS06KDZOW4&index=2