>>82285031
I've "snapped out of it" long ago. But there isn't anything I can do with myself. I am where I am in life because i'm mentally disabled (aspergers with sensory problems and crippling low self esteem). This is it. This is as good as it gets for me. I just have to be content with that, even if it makes me fucking sick sometimes knowing what I could had been without this curse

Fuck it. I don't care. Life's just a bunch of bullshit, life hardly turns out the way you want it no matter what anyways. And yeah this is probably sour grapes but it's a legitimate cope, just let me have this one. Fuck off