>>529926920
it's not even mean to me, i just genuinely think some people have done... really messed up things to me. things that obviously shouldn't have been done, could have been avoided. but i can't bring myself to even really dislike them most of the time.
>>529926973
i'm not afraid to say like "hey that upset me for xyz reason". i mean more in the sense of like... i dunno. is it okay to feel bitterness? frustration? resentment? if somebody does something shitty to you? it feels so ugly, and impotent on top of that. i hate the idea of it colouring my every memory.
>>529927138
i guess "hey that is a pretty shitty thing to do" will have to suffice since that's about as far as i let myself feel