it's been storming all night and i couldn't sleep at all. thunderstorms kinda make me feel uneasy. and i had other stuff on my mind that wouldn't let me sleep anyways. only a week left before im back to school too...

>>82373581
>I now have to take 6 new medications
oh jeez what happened? are they for your brain or other stuff?
>>82374550
but i've told you that you don't need to be, there's no reason to. i don't what makes you think i'd feel better if you just kept saying you're sorry. i just wish you'd believe me.
>what you want me to say
what do you want to say? other than "im sorry" that is.
>>82375057
that's a good idea, theres sooo many social butterflies in this thread as you can probably tell...
>>82375248
hmm did you manage to get that stain off your face after all?
>>82376724
good luck at college, guya! remember to follow all the great advice i gave you. or don't, im awful at giving advice anyway.
>>82376756
>You might mind if your crops fail and you starve to death
if that happens, i have no one to blame but natural selection itself. i will die with my crops and chickens happily

>>82154818
>Really bitter sweet
hm, i see. i guess its fine as long as you guys don't hold any grudges.
>but interacting with normalfags, especially the hostile and soulless kind
ah, yeah i know how that feels. sadly the world is filled with people like that everyone and we just gotta deal with it... i hope you can get out of this pit you've been pushed in. maybe you're not this way but, do your best to be kind to your own self. you've clearly been through a lot of hardships already and there's no need to make everything harder. when it comes to intrusive thoughts... i get those quite often too whenever i go by my day. especially when picking up sharp objects. but let's try to hold on to the few good ones.
>A good thing in itself
honestly, the current state of the job market is just fucking depressing. really makes me wonder why i even bother getting a degree if im just gonna end up working some slavery job. i wish we could just all live in a small mountain village together and just tend to the cows or whatever. but it is what it is. we can only hope things will change in the future.
>I mainly want to be left alone and be able to focus on some hobbies i think
i mean thats fair. i dont think everyone needs to have some grandiose dream or objective to be happy. what kind of hobbies would you like to indulge in?
>being left alone in an almost gothic style building
that does sound very cool! very vampirish heh. it's memories like these that keep us going anon so try to keep that feeling in mind!
and, i'm glad my threads help you. thanks for taking some time to talk with me!
>>82154833
hm, i really like the way you write anon.
>>82154839
>have been compared to him
would you get an orange cat?
>i failed
aw it's okay. can't have good days without bad days anyway.
>makes one think, huh?
makes one long for it more like.
>>82154865
yeah, i know. it's scary. i've almost lost mine. so you need to do everything to keep yours afloat too anon! don't let it get buried!