>>41450010
Update on my situation.

So basically, the long and short is we talked after a while, and low and behold some of you were right, it was a sex thing. She told me that she's sorry and wishes she was normal, but has an "addiction". I asked her if she was going to stop but she just kept making excuses.

I told her that I wanted some time to think on this, and we can just move forward like it hadn't happened. Since then, however she's just done it openly around me, 4 times to me exact, once she even smiled and fucking slurped it like a noodle.

I have accepted two things, One she thinks this is cute and wants to do it, she knows it's wrong and doesn't wanna change

Two, I don't have enough money to leave, and my family wouldn't take me in because they are trump worshipping facists. I literally just have to accept it because "her house, her rules".

I am stuck again, just this time with a woman who does shit like this. I'll give another update someday if something changes but for now, I'm going to try to not throw up or think about the fact I have to live with this for the rest of my life.

I need advice.

Okay so my girlfriend LOVES mice, they are her hyper fixation, and she takes pleasure in playing with them, petting them, and overall, just being around them. She is also a furry and has an oc based on them. However she's only interested in playing with them when they are little.

Now I can stand the loud chorus of squeaks and scurrying they emit at all times throughout the day, and I can block it out with noise cancelling headphones when I need to sleep. This is what I get for dating a sped after all.

My problem is two things.

1. is the way she is so affectionate with them, she names each one, lets them scurry around her arm, even teaches some tricks, just to end up feeding them to her snakes. I just feel bad in general watching her do it, because she will just stare and watch it happen through the glass, blank and expressionless as her snakes eat them. I would think she would have some emotional attachment, but she genuinely doesn't care when they die.

And now finally what I have been dreading to type, because then it's real, and I'm dating a fucking sociopath.

2. Like three days ago, I was in bed while she got up a little earlier than me and went to go feed Pepper and Yuri. Pretty average routine, and she opens their enclosure, brings some out, and gives one to each.

Once she's done observing however, she goes over to the enclosure and she eats one, there is no good segway for this, I actually thought I was seeing it wrong, but she started giggling and traced her fingers down her throat. I should have addressed it, said something, really done anything. I just sat there for a good minute until she turned around and saw me staring at her.

She didn't explain, didn't say anything, she just left the room. I have been avoiding her since, we haven't spoken a single time and I have started sleeping on the couch to avoid being near her. I don't know how to address this or even do anything about it.

So I come to 4chan, for advice. Please help.