could order a Biscoff waffle but i know it'd feel good and then i'd just feel absolutely shattered and miserable.
going to have to be REALLY careful with money now too. that's one debt 'gone', but i'm not even getting bennies atm. will have to ration these tramadols.

sorry for TALKING WAFFLE haha but i'm not used to being 'normal' sad. at-a-funeral type unhappy.