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Yoru/Asa is the BPD girl you want things to work out with because of the insanely happy highs, but with a majority of the RL being horrible fights, arguments and splits. So you end up wasting years of your love life because you think you can 'fix' things a certain way such that the highs end up outweighing the lows.

Until she discards you out of the blue on a Saturday anyway and none of it ends up mattering. Then you blame yourself for how shit the relationship was in retrospect because you still idealise the insane highs and rationalise that the lows were your fault.