And, to be honest, I believe in Neville's metaphysics. I believe in solipsism, I am skeptical about the existence of an objective physical world and other consciousnesses besides my own. I, the universe, all you niggers and God are one. I came to this conclusion on my own, even before I found LoA, which is why it has interested me. But to fool your brain, ignore your feelings, and believe in fantasy 24/7 is simply an impossible task.
