I'm not close to suicide at all, but I do have some ridiculous thoughts around suicide. I'm currently trying to find a job, and the amount of fake listings, data grifting, HR reps not knowing shit is enough to make me snap. But I don't want to hurt myself or people around me. I would rather hurt HR people. Here is my plan:

>Draft letter to every single HR/Hiring rep that rejected me after interviewing me, or otherwise ghosted me
>Find out personal information about every single one of them, including relatives, past accounts, anything I can get my hands on. Perhaps even pay people to dig up info if I feel like it
>Letter describes how I am planning on committing suicide, describing how I will do it, how it's their fault, how they are personally responsible, and start naming some info about them ("How will your child live with her mother being a murderer?", "Does your husband know [incriminating]")
>Find where each and every HR/Hiring rep lives so I can properly mail them this letter
>Send mail to each of them with no return address
I want to inflict as much psychic damage on every single HR department that I can that has lead me on, wasted my time, and otherwise disrespected me. They will know my pain.