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The fact that you won't answer my question strongly indicates that's how you really do feel. That somewhere along the line, for whatever reason, you embraced the idea that you cannot be wrong. And I do not understand how that is possible. How many times has life surprised you? How often have you expected Result X but got Result Y instead? Fundamentally, you are a human being that must work off a limited dataset and thus you CANNOT always be right.

And I think that is really your core problem. The source of all your woes.

It's not the social awkwardness or lack of experience. Oh yes, you have experience. Many unpleasant ones, from what I can tell. No, your problem is that you refuse to learn from them. As if you are convinced that, if you just keep trying reallllllllly hard and never give up, eventually you will be proven correct. People will pull a 180 out of the blue and behave exactly how you want them to.

Can you not see how delusional that is?