>>718794971
Im constantly listening to something because i want to drown out my internal monologue mostly because my brain is a fucking nigger who keeps reminding me of past mistakes and shaming me over it, and when he is bored of doing that he likes to ask me a lot of questions about my future and what the fuck am i gonna do with my life or to create hypotetical scenarios where everything goes wrong, yeah sometimes is usefull but it gets tiring.