>>938978954
> and also use the same tools to seek the hatred out of someone on yourself.
I'm trying to understand what that means, but reading this, my full-blown retarded brain's going to a specific thought involving my evil killing other evils before taking myself out.
I'm probably misinterpreting your advice, but I feel like analyzing everything everyone has said to try to figure them out is what got me to my mindset in the first place. I've locked myself away because I've lost my mind and I'm afraid of exposing myself to what little I have left. I've wanted to do something, write fun little stories or some shit, but everything living within me is so damn repulsive and incomprehensible that nothing makes sense when it comes out, and it's like every attempt to talk to others just shows how insanely out of touch I am.

I can't believe in myself when I know I'm so broken and flawed it's easy to just bullshit me into whatever...