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>If it's really something you've thought about for a while and you are really pretty maybe quite sure you'd be happier as a woman
how am i supposed to know that if i have never experienced life as a woman? the ideas i have would come from a biased perspective.

>and you fantasize about being a woman
i've been doing that for about a decade now, but i'm pretty sure this is due to the fact i genuinely hate myself and i have always looked for ways to not be me. a futile attempt to escape all the problems i caused in my own life.
plus i don't think i'm actually dysphoric. i don't like having body hair or being too masculine in general, but as long as i look somewhat feminine i think i can bear it. sometimes i actually prefer being male because of the benefits (mainly being stronger and not being looked down upon), sometimes i just don't care about how i look at all.
i'm also incredibly malebrained and cannot relate to women very well (i can't relate to most people in general but women are almost impossible to understand).

among that and other reasons are why i don't think i should troon.
(also 19 is really not that young, the window to be a gigapassoid closed years ago)