>>41024574
Most of the time it's painkillers and medication for nausea because I always vomit when I get migraines. I try to not take too much medication and the best relief is to sleep.

>Anxiety
I had covid like 4 times, first time was the roughest so I sympathise with you regarding the after effects of it. But I am very anxious too and as awful as I feel sometimes, my results comes clear too. Last month I went to the hospital twice, unable to breathe, feeling sand in my lungs, and very low bp, almost fainted at the vet due to stress but the vitals were "ok". So yea the mind is way more powerful than we believe.

Whenever I start to feel anxious, I do a box breathing between 2 to 5 minutes, I put a soothing music and talk to God in my head about what is currently troubling me. Perhaps what troubles you the most is your mind, as all the fears of what you've been through still running strong in your nervous system and you react negatively at any signs of distress. I'm saying that your symptoms are not real, because I feel them too, but anxiety does fuck it up. Do you have any help with the psychological part? What do you do to help your mind?

>>41024561
>Hanged Man
Probably not, at best they'll suspend for so long you'd even want it back when they do but I'm leaning towards to believe that it's over and you have to let go that part of your life and change your life into a better mindset. Shift your focus. Good luck!

>>41024607
>VIII of Swords - Interference
As cliché as it sounds, you're the only one creating the restrictions in the mind. But the way I see is that part of your suffering might be due to the focus on the wrong things, the misdirected energy is stealing focus on what's truly important, hence these imbalances and neglect.

The fact that you are already looking for a light shows that you're not that helpless anon, take one step at the time. Pick one thing, anything to get stared, celebrate small victories, like getting out of the bed.