>>82291148
>wasted my life
How do you not waste your life? Suicide? The only thing that is real and permanent is the formless non life. There is no way to not waste your life, because life was a whimsical process based off nothing anyway.

>>82290858
>How socially inept would you describe yourself as being?
Literally symbolically dead and can't stop being identified with the void itself socially inept. Not even hueman, homunculi, overgrown fetus levels of over.