I'm not a lolicon, but what do you call guys who like anime girls like this the most?

is it mentally ill desu that I rewatched a bunch of anime because I'm scared I didn't watch them properly back in 2006/2007? And I obsess over whether I watched them properly back then? As in if I would just randomly skip scenes. This is something that's been eating me up all year long. As, in I watched Gurren Lagann seasonally, but I had to rewatch it recently because i'm scared I skippped some scenes. This is something that came out of nowhere this year. its mostly just Gaogaigar. I watched it backwards because I didn't know how torrents worked back then and internet was a lot slower.

she's really hot.